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Deadcat
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72 Days w/o Porn
Yesterday I broke down and masterbated but not to porn. I had been concerned about my lack of feeling below and decided to give it a test. Everything worked well but my concern now is that I need physical stimulation (my hand) in order to get hard. With just the appearance of my gorgeous wife....nothing. I don't want to train my brain to my hand, I want everything to work on attraction alone. I likely need to stop MOing.
This morning I decided to give sex with my wife a try. Everything worked again but I was quicker than I'd like. I chalk this up to nerves and lack of practice. I hoping and praying that around 6 months in I should be stronger, harder and able to last longer.
Yesterday I broke down and masterbated but not to porn. I had been concerned about my lack of feeling below and decided to give it a test. Everything worked well but my concern now is that I need physical stimulation (my hand) in order to get hard. With just the appearance of my gorgeous wife....nothing. I don't want to train my brain to my hand, I want everything to work on attraction alone. I likely need to stop MOing.
This morning I decided to give sex with my wife a try. Everything worked again but I was quicker than I'd like. I chalk this up to nerves and lack of practice. I hoping and praying that around 6 months in I should be stronger, harder and able to last longer.