Well here we are ... 2 years after my last post. Divorce is all done and dusted without too much drama and ex-wife is engaged and living with her new partner.
So why back here? Well there have been some dark times in the past couple of years with a few relapses during the low points including a few "what does it matter any more anyway?" sort of moments but have come back for a re-read of my journal. to help straighten out a slightly battered moral compass.
I think the darkness and loss of the marriage breakup are behind me now, yes there will be scars there always is but they fade in time. I have the chance now of a new start with a new lady and she deserves the very best of me.
Time to get in shape, mentally and physically ;-)
Best wishes to all in here ...
So why back here? Well there have been some dark times in the past couple of years with a few relapses during the low points including a few "what does it matter any more anyway?" sort of moments but have come back for a re-read of my journal. to help straighten out a slightly battered moral compass.
I think the darkness and loss of the marriage breakup are behind me now, yes there will be scars there always is but they fade in time. I have the chance now of a new start with a new lady and she deserves the very best of me.
Time to get in shape, mentally and physically ;-)
Best wishes to all in here ...
