This is about self improvement and that is all there is to it. If it is not, then why do it?

[TheRealProof]

Ive decided to quit this forum for a while and focus on my alcohol problem.
Am also moving to a new town because this one has too many bad influences like shitty friends.
Am starting a new journey now.
Pmo is just among the things am tackling.
Ill be posting weekly just to offload

 

[TheRealProof]

Day -3
I started a new streajk determined to kick out pmo plus drugs and alcohol.
So far am doing good.
Ive started writing a few articles, started a small business and enrolled as a volunteer.
I hope this course will be worthwhile.
Godspeed to y'all

 

[Stiffy]

Hey man, I?m a recovered IV heroin and cocaine junky. I used to do that shit every day. If I can get clean and change my life you can too. Rooting for you.

 

[TheRealProof]

Hey man, I?m a recovered IV heroin and cocaine junky. I used to do that shit every day. If I can get clean and change my life you can too. Rooting for you.

thanks man. That just made me go for one more day

 

[elephantricity]

Narcotics are tricky brother. Ex heroin user myself. 12 step meetings like alcoholics or narcotics anonymous can help immensely with getting clean, and finding someone to sponsor you and walk you through the program of drug addiction recovery. Even though I do narcotics anonymous sometimes still, it helps me to take what I learn and apply it to my porn use also.

 

[TheRealProof]

Narcotics are tricky brother. Ex heroin user myself. 12 step meetings like alcoholics or narcotics anonymous can help immensely with getting clean, and finding someone to sponsor you and walk you through the program of drug addiction recovery. Even though I do narcotics anonymous sometimes still, it helps me to take what I learn and apply it to my porn use also.

i joined alcoholics anonymous a few days ago. So far I've quit everything except alcohol.

 

[TheRealProof]

DAY 8
I have quit porn for life. This is a fact.
i have no urges to watch that shit and i don't intend to slip.
crazy mood swings tho.
Just moved out and launched a killer party in my new house. Rental tho.
Godspeed.

 

[TheRealProof]

Day 13
We live, we learn, we grow.
Life gets better once you set your priorities straight.
I dont feel great, but i dont feel lousy either.
The journey still continues
No porn, no edging, no drugs, no msturbation

 

[TheRealProof]

its day 18 already
I havent bagged any trophies yet. Although my confidence has improved considerably.
Am facing a few challenges that i know i will solve permanently or temporarily.
I have no idea what i should say though i know i fucked up big time by allowing myself get addicted. But am proud of all the scars life has given me.
To anyone reading this, there is no light at the end of the fucking tunnel. But it matters not. You are the light this tunnel needs.
Cheers.

 

[TheRealProof]

Day ummm... 20ish...

I lost count. And i stopped counting.
from now on i will only be reviewing the changes am going through.
The more i think of the number of days ive gone without porn, the more this path seems temporary.
fuck it. No more counting

 

[TheRealProof]

Day Insomnia
sweet insomnia. Lost sleep at 4am and porn came knocking. But i beat the temptation. Its now 7am and am about to make meself breakfast

 

[olafthewise]

Men, its about the brain. Stimulation is the key. remove the porn replace with something more mild. or 2 things more mild. Example: sci fi movies. Reading story books like mystery, biographies...

 

[TheRealProof]

Men, its about the brain. Stimulation is the key. remove the porn replace with something more mild. or 2 things more mild. Example: sci fi movies. Reading story books like mystery, biographies...

Thanks for the advice man. I dont watch porn anymore. I just had the temptation and i listened to music till dawn

 

[TheRealProof]

DAY HORNY AF
I dont need to go into details but ive had to pull my wits to go through this early morning phase.
As usual i lost sleep at about 5 AM and my hormones went batshit

 

[johnleesmith65]

Insomnia
Will get better later in recovery.

 

[TheRealProof]

Insomnia
Will get better later in recovery.

i dont really mind the insomnia...gives me time to be productive

 

[TheRealProof]

DAY HAPPY AND SMOOTH AF
I can't remember the last Time i felt the way I've felt today. Just freaking awesome.
Talked to some chic i wish to bang and she said she likes me..in MY FUCKING FACE!!

 

[TheRealProof]

DAY DEPRESSED AF
I take it back. give me a gun and am good to go. I have never been this low.
I feel like an utter pussy and piece of shit for throwing away 24 fucking years jerking off.
fuck

 

[Numez]

DAY DEPRESSED AF
I take it back. give me a gun and am good to go. I have never been this low.
I feel like an utter pussy and piece of shit for throwing away 24 fucking years jerking off.
fuck

welcome, 26 years

 

[TheRealProof]

DAY DEPRESSED AF
I take it back. give me a gun and am good to go. I have never been this low.
I feel like an utter pussy and piece of shit for throwing away 24 fucking years jerking off.
fuck

welcome, 26 years

Dude, youve been gone for a while. welcome back man