This is about self improvement and that is all there is to it. If it is not, then why do it?

[TheRealProof]

A MONTH + IN
I have lost count. i dont really need to count since its about the quitting rather than the numbers
ive grown quite violent over the last weeks and i love it.
plus the insomnia has stayed so i just get up at 5 and read or post in some blog i recently started.
Ive lots to say but no time to do it.
Peace and godspeed.

 

[Numez]

what about violence, how violent are you?

 

[TheRealProof]

what about violence, how violent are you?

really violent. Like i once nearly strangled a workmate to death

 

[Numez]

really violent. Like i once nearly strangled a workmate to death

why?

 

[TheRealProof]

really violent. Like i once nearly strangled a workmate to death

why?

i dont know bro. My anger has been really flared oflate. And the worst thing is am super calm when i get angry. Like am sitting there completely fired up and still smiling.

 

[Numez]

i mean why you strangled your coworker? out of the blue or he somehow pissed you off? he fucked your girl or what?

 

[TheRealProof]

i mean why you strangled your coworker? out of the blue or he somehow pissed you off? he fucked your girl or what?

haha. No. Not really. If you fuck my lady then the only thing that is gonna happen is you buy me liquor.
he claimed i took something of his, which as a matter of fact i had, but i just flew off the handle and bam!! I guess i don't like getting reminded of shit I've done. Meh.

 

[TheRealProof]

Day Building bridges
Been quite a while since i last posted on this forum.
Life hasnt been easy but everything has been quite ok. ive worked out pretty oftenly and i look great.
I only havent relapsed yet and my mind is on revv..am going batshit.
Life is good.