Journal Entry:
Yesterday went fairly well. I'm still feeling level headed from the last MO. However, the chaser effect was present. It wasn't that big of a deal to manage, but I did want to PMO for a round 2 and I'm sure the dopamine rush from MO was a major contributing factor. I ran into another pornographic image by accident because of an image search. This time around the search had nothing to do with sex or anything so it was purely an accident. I wasn't really triggered by it and I moved on. I do need to get better about tightening up the bolts on my trigger avoidance. I think limiting my time on social media will do that as that is were I seem to see my triggers almost exclusively, I've noticed (Women on instagram really want that kind of attention it seems.) But once again, I navigate away and refocus my mind on something else and all is well again. I think now that the first week has passed, despite some difficulties and some small failures, things are starting to taper off. Either that or I'm heading for a flatline. But I doubt that given how I feel around real women who I'm attracted to. But we will see.
I've upped my gym time to twice daily cardio 5 days a week and full body weight lifting Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. That might be helping my self-control too. Not only am I mentally focused on fitness as a priority instead of P, I'm burning myself out once the evening rolls around (which was when the height of my PMO consumption took place.) I'm getting myself on a sleep schedule too. My peak PMO hours were overnight 9pm-5am before I started my reboot. Can't really do that if I'm burnt out and sleeping (eat it, addiction!)
Days PMO free: 9
MO free goal: 1/9 days