Hey Discobolus.
Sorry to read that things are rough for you. Can't say that I can see any benefit in the wife of a guy who's trying to fix his ED suggesting separation after husband has an ED incident, but she has her own shit to deal with and clearly has her own issues too. To use my own preferred language, she has her own "chimp" and as far as i read it, the chimp in females often tends to get most freaked-out when it feels insecure/unsafe around its partner, and sex can sometimes be "weaponised" to build security. I'm not stating facts, because I know nothing beyond reading your stuff. I'm not judging either of you.... just saying that she clearly has unresolved issues. You clearly have unresolved issues. And your marriage clearly has unresolved issues. Until you resolve them, your mental health's going to continue to be at risk and you're going to be prone to relapses in relation to P, M and over-eating. she's going to continue to be prone to neurotic outbursts and your relationship will either stay difficult, or blow up. Nothing's going to heal until you resolve the deeper issues. The challenge i personally find, as a guy who was multiply fucked-up and self-destructive before I met my wife, is preserving the bandwidth to fix my own shit without neglecting my wife's needs and... eventually, the stuff we need to fix in our marriage. I have a mental health issue, which resulted in P & S addiction, which spun my life out of control, resulting in issues in my marriage. With you, it almost reads like you have a marriage issue, which is causing you anxiety, resulting in porn use, which caused your ED. I don't know.... could be spouting complete bullshit... like our friend from Rajhastan. But to this outside observer, P doesn't look like the biggest issue for you right now. Wish I could help. Hope my words don't make you feel worse. Feeling for you.