Pornjunkie. It is because you have not made the decision, and the decision, for guys like us, is incredibly difficult to make. I know. You are still trying to control porn. For a junkie, porn cannot be controlled. That must be accepted. Accept that you have no control over it. It is no tragedy. Your situation is not tragic. Porn addiction is not something that just happens to us, it is a trained, learned, conditioned behavior. It is not like catching a cold; we train our brains over years to become addicted, it is just that we do not understand that at the time. So, time to start understanding the way your brain works.
Accept that because you have no control over porn, the only way to have any control is to eradicate if from your life. Once you accept you cannot control it in your life, but are just giving it up, as in forever, impossible becomes merely incredibly difficult. You are a member of the alpha species on the planet. If you try, very hard, you will eat incredibly difficult for a mid morning snack. No easy way out, but, there is a way out. Quit the challenge, quit counting the days. The days do not matter if you are quit forever.
