shun.csl
Member
- Day 36
I'm changing my relation with social medias like instagram, whatsapp or facebook. Before on facebook I used an alternative profile to be in sexual groups and find men to have sex, now I'm deleting that specific account (there's a waiting time) and I'm using my main profile to follow pages that talk agains P and about healthy sexuality, I'm also in a group with other men who are recovering (rebooting) too. On instagram I followed soft porn profiles, people doing sexual movements and things like that, now I'm spending few minutes a day, I stopped following these profiles and I start to follow people fighting agains P and people that shared knowledge about porn addiction or social effects, I'm learning and starting to share what I have learned. I left 10 groups to share pics and videos on whatsapp, I used my main phone number, I already wrote here but I block some "friends" and talked about my situation with the closest and they respect me. I also joined two groups that have men talking about be porn addictorns and share knowledgement and support, I like them. They are my friends.
But still there are two specifical social medias that I can't stay for long: telegram and twitter. I had a P account on twitter and followed a lot of profiles, I have another account but it's different, I spent hours and it's easy to do that, so I delete the app and only access when I need to read a notice or something like that. Telegram was worse, because there I watched videos that I thought never would watch. The sex account I'm waiting to delete/deactivate (30 days). My main account I only use to be in big events groups about congress, lectures and to study.
I have no possibility to be complete apart to them, I'm studying at home because my university is closed, so I'm trying to do the right thing and feel my values. I had relapses but I'm building my walls and I know I'm not alone!
I'm changing my relation with social medias like instagram, whatsapp or facebook. Before on facebook I used an alternative profile to be in sexual groups and find men to have sex, now I'm deleting that specific account (there's a waiting time) and I'm using my main profile to follow pages that talk agains P and about healthy sexuality, I'm also in a group with other men who are recovering (rebooting) too. On instagram I followed soft porn profiles, people doing sexual movements and things like that, now I'm spending few minutes a day, I stopped following these profiles and I start to follow people fighting agains P and people that shared knowledge about porn addiction or social effects, I'm learning and starting to share what I have learned. I left 10 groups to share pics and videos on whatsapp, I used my main phone number, I already wrote here but I block some "friends" and talked about my situation with the closest and they respect me. I also joined two groups that have men talking about be porn addictorns and share knowledgement and support, I like them. They are my friends.
But still there are two specifical social medias that I can't stay for long: telegram and twitter. I had a P account on twitter and followed a lot of profiles, I have another account but it's different, I spent hours and it's easy to do that, so I delete the app and only access when I need to read a notice or something like that. Telegram was worse, because there I watched videos that I thought never would watch. The sex account I'm waiting to delete/deactivate (30 days). My main account I only use to be in big events groups about congress, lectures and to study.
I have no possibility to be complete apart to them, I'm studying at home because my university is closed, so I'm trying to do the right thing and feel my values. I had relapses but I'm building my walls and I know I'm not alone!