King Leer
Active Member
Basically my whole life I have felt shame because of my porn viewing. This only made it worse, made me search out worse porn simply to confirm my self held bias. Well after reading about the chemical effects porn has on the brain, I have realized that I am just a normal guy fallen prey to a disgusting perversion of something that is completely natural. I am done with shame. Four days porn free. Still very wary of my triggers, I now have this site along with my other defenses. It's way too easy to fall into autopilot. Last year I had a accountability app that would send everything I viewed on my phone to my wife's phone. While this was a great way to start I know it is not a lasting solution. Porn is everywhere, I have to root it out of my heart. So now I am free from the app, free to look at whatever I want, and it feels so great when you can succeed in private. Self discipline, self esteem, self awareness. These will be the building blocks of my future. KL