Day 2. Had an opportunity to view porn today. A situation that many other times would have triggered me but instead I found a ted talk on porn to reinforce my resolve. It's funny how warped my mind is right now. At the beginning I kept expecting them to play porn clips as examples of what they were discussing as if that were normal. By the end of the video I came back around to my position of porn being awful and a complete blow to my overall integrity as a man, as a member of society, and as a husband. Porn has seen it's day people are opening their eyes to the insipid insidious blight that is porn.