I had 7-8 solid days of no porn, and relapsed today. I’m currently visiting family abroad, and my brother casually mentioned that prostitution is legal here. I’m in a committed relationship and wouldn’t cheat on my partner, but I convinced myself that just looking at the escort ads wouldn’t hurt. This happened for a couple of days, and I finally escalated to hardcore porn of someone who looked like one of the escorts today.
Cannot keep making these excuses to relapse. I’d lost when I went to the sites in the first place.. going to learn this lesson and start again. Day 0