Road to freedom

[cookiemonster]

Been doing much better ever since I've made some appearances back on here but not a clean streak.

Going to say Day 1 again.

Slowly dragging myself back into the light and having more and more days clean.

Today I commit to a porn free day, no lingering on NSFW content on social media, no porn, no fantasising, no sneaking glances at women in public, none of that. I also commit to not going on YouTube nor playing games on my phone today.

One day at a time.

See you tomorrow.

 

[cookiemonster]

Day 0.

Recently been stuck between being clean for a day then relapsing the next day.

Not very impressive but that's the reality of this addiction.

I relapsed this morning when I woke up.
My current goal is to be clean for the rest of the day. No porn, p-subs, fantasizing.

 

[Androg]

Day 0.

Recently been stuck between being clean for a day then relapsing the next day.

Not very impressive but that's the reality of this addiction.

I relapsed this morning when I woke up.
My current goal is to be clean for the rest of the day. No porn, p-subs, fantasizing.

Good luck getting back on track. You can do it!

 

[Blondie]

How we doing @cookiemonster?

 

[cookiemonster]

Well, I'm back again. That's something at least. The best I've been able to do the past month is one or two days and then relapse.

The only way from here is up, so let's give it a go.

Today is Day 0.

I'll try to live today as the best version of myself and intentionally stay away from MO, PMO and fantasising.

 

[Androg]

You've already proven you can do it. Are you exercising?

 

[cookiemonster]

You've already proven you can do it. Are you exercising?

I was but I've been slack for the past couple of weeks.

I'll start going for runs again, I enjoy those.

New goal is to simply log onto this forum and leave a post two days in a row.

The goal for today is to not mastrubate nor look at porn and to not play games on my phone.

 

[cookiemonster]

Day 1.

Managed to stay clean yesterday. I'm back here again today so far clean.

The goal for the rest of the day is to not look at porn, nor masturbate, nor fantasize in my head, nor play games on my phone.

Another goal is to log back onto the forum tomorrow and make a post.

 

[Blondie]

You got this @cookiemonster.

 

[cookiemonster]

Not sure what day it is. I haven't looked at porn for a week or so probably.

I'm still alive!

Maybe time to get back on track.

 

[Blondie]

Good to see you back here @cookiemonster.