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cookiemonster

cookiemonster

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Been doing much better ever since I've made some appearances back on here but not a clean streak.

Going to say Day 1 again.

Slowly dragging myself back into the light and having more and more days clean.

Today I commit to a porn free day, no lingering on NSFW content on social media, no porn, no fantasising, no sneaking glances at women in public, none of that. I also commit to not going on YouTube nor playing games on my phone today.

One day at a time.

See you tomorrow.
 
cookiemonster

cookiemonster

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Day 0.

Recently been stuck between being clean for a day then relapsing the next day.

Not very impressive but that's the reality of this addiction.

I relapsed this morning when I woke up.
My current goal is to be clean for the rest of the day. No porn, p-subs, fantasizing.
 
Androg

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cookiemonster said:
Day 0.

Recently been stuck between being clean for a day then relapsing the next day.

Not very impressive but that's the reality of this addiction.

I relapsed this morning when I woke up.
My current goal is to be clean for the rest of the day. No porn, p-subs, fantasizing.
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Good luck getting back on track. You can do it!
 
cookiemonster

cookiemonster

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Well, I'm back again. That's something at least. The best I've been able to do the past month is one or two days and then relapse.

The only way from here is up, so let's give it a go.

Today is Day 0.

I'll try to live today as the best version of myself and intentionally stay away from MO, PMO and fantasising.
 
cookiemonster

cookiemonster

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Androg said:
You've already proven you can do it. Are you exercising?
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I was but I've been slack for the past couple of weeks.

I'll start going for runs again, I enjoy those.

New goal is to simply log onto this forum and leave a post two days in a row.

The goal for today is to not mastrubate nor look at porn and to not play games on my phone.
 
cookiemonster

cookiemonster

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Day 1.

Managed to stay clean yesterday. I'm back here again today so far clean.

The goal for the rest of the day is to not look at porn, nor masturbate, nor fantasize in my head, nor play games on my phone.

Another goal is to log back onto the forum tomorrow and make a post.
 
cookiemonster

cookiemonster

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Day 1.

Feels like a lot of things aren't going my way lately. It is good to remind myself that porn makes my life worse, not better. I want all of the positive benefits which come from being healthy, more energy, positivity and clarity of mind.
 
cookiemonster

cookiemonster

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ADFECTATIO said:
Cookie... its been I think 2 years I "know" you from this forum... you head great progress... I also got to around 60 days...
But how the fuck do we end this ADDICTION forever?
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Not sure how we end it for good. Two things well help though for sure. 1) tracking progress, I guess it's much easier to keep using porn when you don't have to post about what you've just done on a public forum afterwards. 2) improving our lives generally. I've found that now that I'm busy with a full-time job, etc, most days I'm fulfilled and too busy to watch porn as a default.

Blondie said:
Welcome back, @cookiemonster. Let's do this!
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Thank you

Coming here this morning to check in again. I was tempted to pick up my phone and PMO but instead I picked it up and posted here.

The goal for today can simply be to focus on not looking at porn today. Just today for now.
 
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