How is your "careful use of social media" streak going? Shall we both start at 0 again?
Yeah it hasn't been great . Yesterday was great though. So today is Day 1!How is your "careful use of social media" streak going? Shall we both start at 0 again?
Yeah I will suggest we tone down the intensity, keep the cuddling and connection and let her know that she's great and attractive but given my situation it might be beneficial for us to slow down and enjoy each other in different ways!Hope you feel better soon.
Sounds like you're doing just fine. Just don't put pressure on yourself, and try to keep her from pressuring you. Remember, she, too, has been "trained" by today's hyper sexual environment. She wants to please you, no doubt, but she may only know one way to try: hotter. And that could set you back. Just tell her how attractive you find her, and slow things down if you can.
Ups and downs are normal. Stay the course.Having a good day objectively with productivity and all but urges are honestly quite strong.
Also out in public I found I was quite objectifying to the women around me in my mind and tempted to ogle.
I think I might be a little tired, I've been getting up early and the reintroduction of the gym has taken some extra energy.
I'll keep fighting the good fight and see whether this passes.
Day 150 clean.
Spent yesterday with my girlfriend studying.
In the evening we got it on and my dick was rock solid for a very very very long time. I definitely have a delayed ejaculation problem but not an inability to get an erection.
I ended up orgasming which is something we're trying to move away from. We discussed it afterwards and we'll settle down.
Despite all of this, urges are up very high.
Porn addiction brain has been reactivated from my slip ups so I need to starve it out.
Fantasising has snuck it's way back in too.
Today was good enough for a (1/7) squeaky clean.
To keep going is the goal.
I have been there many times. This is not a straight road to succuess. Most important thing is to not fall into a binge. This is all about your brain recovery. If you stand up again and stay away from the filth you brain will thank you for it. Stay strong brother. You got thisDay 0
I relapsed last night and this morning multiple times. Stayed up almost all night playing games on my phone and on social media. Same story for most of the day today.