15 Days:
It's hard to believe I've passed the two week mark, but here we are! I've been feeling pretty good the past few days. I've been really busy and have had minimal urges which has been a really nice relief after a few days of pretty strong urges. I did M in the shower, but without any kind of fantasizing and definitely no P - focusing just on the physical sensation. I didn't O either, and I wasn't really trying to - so I feel like it was overall a pretty healthy move!
Today I had a really long (but productive and satisfying) day at work, and could feel the urges while I was walking home. I jumped onto the forums because the urges are still pretty strong. I think my brain is trying to trick me into "rewarding" myself with some PMO, or I'm looking for a bit of PMO for comfort after some long work days. Either way, writing up this post and spending some time on the forum always helps those urges drift away.
I've got a big trip planned for the upcoming weekend, so I'm feeling pretty good about making it to 3 weeks!
It's hard to believe I've passed the two week mark, but here we are! I've been feeling pretty good the past few days. I've been really busy and have had minimal urges which has been a really nice relief after a few days of pretty strong urges. I did M in the shower, but without any kind of fantasizing and definitely no P - focusing just on the physical sensation. I didn't O either, and I wasn't really trying to - so I feel like it was overall a pretty healthy move!
Today I had a really long (but productive and satisfying) day at work, and could feel the urges while I was walking home. I jumped onto the forums because the urges are still pretty strong. I think my brain is trying to trick me into "rewarding" myself with some PMO, or I'm looking for a bit of PMO for comfort after some long work days. Either way, writing up this post and spending some time on the forum always helps those urges drift away.
I've got a big trip planned for the upcoming weekend, so I'm feeling pretty good about making it to 3 weeks!