Day 172 -- Holy cow. Yeah I said that. Had another MO session tonight, this was hands down the best MO session I've ever had w/out porn (and even with porn definitely ranking among the top 10%). I was pretty much rock hard imagining this girl from work (Laura). Again not too much emphasis on body parts specifically. MO session went on for a good 10-15min and I didn't have to struggled for an erection at all
This is absolutely amazing, I honestly have no words. My brain is healing, I'm so, so, so grateful to be on this path. I feel like this MO session finally unlocks one of those chains I've placed around myself and I can honestly start to see a happy, fulfilled future for myself. This feels WAY more meaningful than hitting Day 150 or any other arbitrary milestone. God bless Gabe Deem and all the fighters going thru this struggle...you can and will come out the other side