GenericJC
Member
Day 0
Damn it, I got overconfident.
I gave into that urge and went looking and of course, I found. I haven't O'd but I M'd and that's just as bad.
God damn is it frustrating, I've got someone in my life now who I care about and it's the sole thing holding me back from continuing but I shouldn't have let it get this far in the first place 41 days is a hell of an effort, but it's not enough. It's time to reset and figure out why I fell down.
I'm going to shower and sleep and then write up tomorrow and see what went wrong this time.
I hope you are all doing better than I
Damn it, I got overconfident.
I gave into that urge and went looking and of course, I found. I haven't O'd but I M'd and that's just as bad.
God damn is it frustrating, I've got someone in my life now who I care about and it's the sole thing holding me back from continuing but I shouldn't have let it get this far in the first place 41 days is a hell of an effort, but it's not enough. It's time to reset and figure out why I fell down.
I'm going to shower and sleep and then write up tomorrow and see what went wrong this time.
I hope you are all doing better than I