douglasfirs
Member
Day 1 of no PMO today. I have tried doing this countless times for the past 3 years, managed to stay away from it for about 5 months max.
I had my fair share of sexual problems with women, and missed many oportunities due to PIED, being either sexual or relationship-wise. I'm currently 24, lost my virginity this year, and was making considerable progress after installing the ReMojo app (don't know if I can talk about this here but anyways). It was all going well, until I missed the feeling of getting a hard on. Even with that urge, I managed to hold on tight and move on with my life without this awful addiction.
It was all going well, until this friday. Was going to a party with some friends and got robbed on the way to the place. Armed robbery. Stole everything I had, my wallet, that had basically most of my documents, and my beaten down phone. I felt 100% powerless, like I had absolute no control of anything in my life, and all my mind could think about when I got home was PMO. Couldn't resist my urges and did it.
I really feel like I'm at the worst phase of my adult life, everything is overwhelming me, I feel like I can't trust my friends on some aspects, I'm losing touch and ending many relationships with people that really wanted to be in my life, and with people who clearly don't. And this is all getting to me. But I know it will pass, everything in life is like that, it all goes away someday. I believe keeping a journal will help me calm down and put my mind in place when I need it most.
As of now, I'm trying to go to the gym to generate and release energy, while learning how to skate, so I can get into a hobby that gets me in touch with all kinds of people, sharing different experiences and livingness. Thanks for reading all of this. I'll make it, and all of you will make it too. Sorry if I made some forum vocabulary mistakes, I'll educate myself hahaha
I had my fair share of sexual problems with women, and missed many oportunities due to PIED, being either sexual or relationship-wise. I'm currently 24, lost my virginity this year, and was making considerable progress after installing the ReMojo app (don't know if I can talk about this here but anyways). It was all going well, until I missed the feeling of getting a hard on. Even with that urge, I managed to hold on tight and move on with my life without this awful addiction.
It was all going well, until this friday. Was going to a party with some friends and got robbed on the way to the place. Armed robbery. Stole everything I had, my wallet, that had basically most of my documents, and my beaten down phone. I felt 100% powerless, like I had absolute no control of anything in my life, and all my mind could think about when I got home was PMO. Couldn't resist my urges and did it.
I really feel like I'm at the worst phase of my adult life, everything is overwhelming me, I feel like I can't trust my friends on some aspects, I'm losing touch and ending many relationships with people that really wanted to be in my life, and with people who clearly don't. And this is all getting to me. But I know it will pass, everything in life is like that, it all goes away someday. I believe keeping a journal will help me calm down and put my mind in place when I need it most.
As of now, I'm trying to go to the gym to generate and release energy, while learning how to skate, so I can get into a hobby that gets me in touch with all kinds of people, sharing different experiences and livingness. Thanks for reading all of this. I'll make it, and all of you will make it too. Sorry if I made some forum vocabulary mistakes, I'll educate myself hahaha