43 year old tired of pmo

[jstock]

I got back from the ufc fight last  nigjt. I wanted to look  at some porn. I could've edged all night. I kept thinking  of how much crap I've been through  the last month, and decided  I really  didn't  want to reset my pmo counter. I'm so proud  of myself
I also thought  about everyone in the reboot  nation. I would  have felt like crap  today. Thank  you all for being  here, and helping  me through  this. Stay strong  rebooters

 

[PMOVictory]

Well done Jaystock

This is what rebooting is about. Not easy, but the reward after withstanding the temptations, come what may, is the best feeling ever! Nothing compares with it!
i'm proud of you!

Stay strong and receive the Blessings!

 

[jstock]

I ran heavy equipment  all day, and porn didn't  criss my mind at all.when I got home u rubbed my wife's  butt over her jeans.she was very receptive  to my rubbing.this weekend  our kids are going to grandma's  house..I think  it's time to see how much process  I've made. I'm looking  forward  to it very much, so is she (it's gonna be naughty  time).

 

[lyon03]

Yeeeaaahhh brother! Glad to read about you enjoying some clean fantasies with someone you love. Happy for you both.

 

[jstock]

Thank you so much for the encouragement lyon. I've been trying  to post on your wall, it's not letting my post go through. I'm doing good, I do miss surfing  the porn. I think this will get better. I'm just so ready  for this shit to be over. The cravings, and the dopamine  drops. Have a good day. Not much longer,  and you'll  be on vaca.

 

[jstock]

My wife and I had a great time, I was harder, than I've been in years. All the sh*t I've put up with in the last month  was waaaay
Worth  it. At first  I had a little stage fright, but I just figured  if it didn't  work, I'll  try again  in a month. But it worked  good. My wife was so impressed, she almost  started crying. She even wanted  my to try again  today...I did, and it was good too. I'm so blessed  to have found the reboot  nation. Thank all of you for your stories.  I don't feel like a freak  for the things  I've done in the past. Stay  strong PORN IS NOT AN OPTION

 

[lyon03]

Well done brother! Sounds like you rocked her world so much she came back for more. Keep feeding the positives and starve the negatives. Porn no longer has a place in your new life as it would just get in between the two of you. Be well my friend.

 

[PMOVictory]

Well done brother, this is good news. Not just for you but for the both of you!

Remember to do the reboot for the right reasons, not just to cure PIED or ED.

Stay strong and receive the Blessings!

 

[jstock]

Thank you guys for the support. Having  you guys here makes it so manageable. The more I'm away from porn, the less I miss it. After  being with my wife this weekend (twice ). Hehe.  I'm mad at myself  for missing  out on REAL sex. Damn it was so nice. I have a good woman. Thanks again  rebooters.  SEX IS NOT AN OPTION, EVER

 

[lyon03]

Bravo! I think you meant to write, "PORN IS NOT AN OPTION". If this website has now switched to "SEX IS NOT AN OPTION", I'm handing in my membership card...TODAY. All kidding aside, we celebrate in your victory. Having someone to connect with is a beautiful thing, especially after all the sh*t we've been through because of PMO addiction. Again congrats!

 

[jstock]

I hope sex is a an option, that's kind  of  why I'm going through  all this. Two and a half hours of pickle  ball, and operated  heavy  equipment all day. I'm beat rebooters. Thank you all for being  here. This is the best I've felt since I started Rebooting.  The anxiety for me is pretty much gone. at least for this week

 

[jstock]

Good day today. Once in a while in my truck I think about sex stuff, but it passes. My wife and I are getting  so close lately, it's nice I feel like I have a life partner. Good  night  rebooters

 

[lyon03]

So good to read about a relationship succeeding during reboot. You've got a good woman there brother. Cherish her. Stay strong and keep trucking!

 

[PMOVictory]

Hi Jaystock

My wife and I are getting  so close lately, it's nice I feel like I have a life partner.

This is awesome!
And part of the reboot!
You see you are working the rubbish out of your system, there are no place for PMO any more. Sooo, it is a natural thing tho all of a sudden have so much spare time that you want to spend with your Wife, kids, family, etc.
There are going to happen so much more awesome stuff to your if you stay strong and beat the PMO Monster for good!

Stay strong and receive the Blessings!

 

[jstock]

Thank you  lyon, and victory. If I don't go to bed, absolutely  beat, there's  that little bit of my brain, that would  love to go surfing,  all night. I will not ever do that. For how much fun it would  be at that moment, I have way to much other things  going so awesome  for me.  IN THE BEGINNING, ALWAYS THINK OF THE END.

 

[jstock]

Good news, my wife came into my room last night(she suprise me). I could've  hammered  nails with my little  buddy.
It was only like that for a couple  of minutes. That's  still a ton better  than it was 44 days ago. After  it went down, I should have stopped. I didn't. She was still very pleased.  This reboot  so cool. We are all so blessed,  to have this site, to be here for each  other.PORN IS NOT AN OPTION, EVER.

 

[Feetfirst]

Really encouraging to read all of your posts, I've been struggling through the evening but ended up reading your comments. Just to know there are others out there fighting the fight and experiencing the same challenges helps so much! Yes. I think a preset plan to meet the unsuspecting urges is a great idea. It is these random moments that take you out! Still I got through it and that is the main thing.

 

[Poker]

Great to hear some success!

 

[PMOVictory]

Well done brother.

And congratz on hitting day 45.

Yes PORN IS NO OPTION!

Stay strong and receive the Blessings!

 

[jstock]

Today I was kind of horny. Not to watch  porn.to make a long story  stort, I tried  masterbating.  For some reason,  I didn't  enjoy it, so I stopped. I could've porn ed out, with no problem.  I didn't.  I just stopped. I'm glad I did