Aw shit lion…. I feel you
My journey ended after 3 years full of failures/relapsing etc.
I’m here again just to tell my story.
I’m proud that you achieved 102 days once
Now is your time to go further
Maybe you are learning something from my journey
In the last three years my “lust for porn” become less and less because my mind started to think “Bro… you are wasting your time and energy, you know Porn doesn’t have any benefits”
And year after year…. Month after month… fail after fail my mind became more resistant because my head started to be not interested in this stuff
It’s a huge different between “I wanna end this addiction” and “Why should I move myself for this?”
I realized that late… but now I have my mojo back because I learned one thing… I just wanna only one woman now (my gf)
Social media/Porn/Ads give you the option “Which woman I wanna have today?”
And I had to fight so long to get this mind back
My experiences with woman started 11 years ago(when I was 17) and each woman I loved was the only one for me… each ex was my focus and my lust
But after each break up I started to feel less for people… woman wasn’t really “hot” for me… they were more like a problem and I can’t enjoy the time because I had to deal with so many things in bed that I destroyed myself and just fapping was good for me
Now… end of 20ys… I learned step by step… to get my focus back