Day 130 and 7. Excellence is not perfection. Its that you give your best with wisdom and forces and tools you have. Pushing your limits, giving your best effort. Setting standard of excellence (for me just a standart to do something about good things and not do bad things) in everyday habits, routines is how uou achieve success in life. Idea from from some book how i remembered it.
Brother in this battle - My path to freedom
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Day 131 and 8 but afterwards i lost my control when too scary thoughts took place in my head and i escape to masturbation so day 0. I feel so stupid.
Morning great thoughts:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C5pgvEirizY/ In todays reboot tips we have porsche 911 sounds while driving past.
I don't know if it means something or nothing. maybe it now symbolically represents the fact that I'm not a slipper but a man, even though I've subjugated myself through porn and masturbation into a slave and now I'm looking at a small ray of light from freedom.
Same time while finding who i really am as a man, i somehow need to find more that connection to my woman, my wife. Is it so that true love come from freedom so somehow when slavery of masturbation and porn get lost i hope i find more freedom and space to love my loved ones.
Morning great thoughts:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C5pgvEirizY/ In todays reboot tips we have porsche 911 sounds while driving past.
I don't know if it means something or nothing. maybe it now symbolically represents the fact that I'm not a slipper but a man, even though I've subjugated myself through porn and masturbation into a slave and now I'm looking at a small ray of light from freedom.
Same time while finding who i really am as a man, i somehow need to find more that connection to my woman, my wife. Is it so that true love come from freedom so somehow when slavery of masturbation and porn get lost i hope i find more freedom and space to love my loved ones.
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Hope that helps.
Day 136 and 5. Life is good, there are difficulties also. Company has difficulties where i work and do i have work in future is question. With health issues i got new medicine for headace, hope it works.
Still quite hopeful. Somehow everything solve always. Just to get these addiction stuff in condition it would help with other areas as well.. keep going guys!
Still quite hopeful. Somehow everything solve always. Just to get these addiction stuff in condition it would help with other areas as well.. keep going guys!
Day 142 and 5. I want to live my own life and focus on the present moment and being able to love myself. if you don't know how to love yourself, it's hard to know how to love others. whenever I say I'm doing a lot of good and hard work and avoid PMO, I find myself in the wrong thoughts and actions next.