Day 131 and 8 but afterwards i lost my control when too scary thoughts took place in my head and i escape to masturbation so day 0. I feel so stupid.
Morning great thoughts:
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C5pgvEirizY/ In todays reboot tips we have porsche 911 sounds while driving past.
I don't know if it means something or nothing. maybe it now symbolically represents the fact that I'm not a slipper but a man, even though I've subjugated myself through porn and masturbation into a slave and now I'm looking at a small ray of light from freedom.
Same time while finding who i really am as a man, i somehow need to find more that connection to my woman, my wife. Is it so that true love come from freedom so somehow when slavery of masturbation and porn get lost i hope i find more freedom and space to love my loved ones.