Day 31 and 12. One month without porn! Actually feeling bad. My dick is not working when we have tried sex with my wife. Im scary and aftaid and frustrated about that. It is like my entire self-esteem based on that failure. Im not that guy whose dick is not working, i just need a little masturbation and maybe porn to proof that its working. And if i do that i am in that shitty rabbit hole again with all addiction shit again. So i try to be happy without that shit but i am not happy because i feel like failed looser and feel bad and my english doesnt have the words for all of that depression. I try to hope that better times are coming and this rebooting is key for that. Keep going guys!