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Hello thewife
It sad to know you have been going thew this so long you got to be one hell of a strong woman to still be standing by him , with only knowing what i have read he is one LUCKY GUY !!!!
And he best wake up and relieze that ASAP!
And I highly suggest you go out and buy some comfortable shoes for YOU!
Well trying to make sence of this ive come to find is impossable, how do i make sence out of for instance my young adult sons friends refering to me as a milf ( mother ide like to f ) incase you dont know , and your husband getting boiling mad about it saying he never wants those punks around here again. And for the record my son told me cause he was mad and uncomfortable about it
but then you find out your husband is veiwing Milfs youde like to F .......how does one make sence of that??? How is THAT ok ?!?!
But i can tell you how i made it STOP!
Get it together or Im leaving You NO MORE !!!
i will not be second or 3rd to that desperate life and used as a snack any longer!
I meant it and mean it!
So it has stopped - the addiction!
So now what we have is a unexpected NEW life that has been turned upside down in a instant.
Life is not the same because trust was destroyed, and MANY other things we used to do is a thing of the past!
In 9 months i have not stepped foot in a vehicle we own beacuse i know that was one of his hiding places and i will NEVER step foot in it again, i honestly wish it would burn!
I hate our home that i used to love beacuse it was a hiding place.
Im bitter one minute and not the next, im on a rollercoaster ride like a addict and i DIDNT ask for this shit!!! It was FORCED on me!!
The first two times he was caught it wasn't as bad because I did not realize the extent of how porn can become such an addiction.
So now it feels like I'm in a gunfight and the only weapon I have is a toothpick.
But the reason I stop by the site was to share something that Maybe you can also relate to amoung others.
Yesterday was another one of those blank days.
The days when you just feel so lost you don't know where the whole 24 hr day went, I sit and look at my husband Feeling really uncomfortable not knowing what to say just blank!
Shy, ha ha me shy thats funny.....but no it really isnt, beacuse im not a shy person or should i say wasnt ever before!
Even trying to make a simple conversation is difficult.
He feels it he knows it and he asks what's wrong?
As nice as I can say- nothing I try as hard as I can to hide it....... What is " It " I don't know I'm blank!!!
I have never felt this way in my life And really don't know how to deal with it!
I don't want to lose life as how I know it, But Then always in the back of my mind I'm wondering do I really even know?
It's like one minute I feel on top of the world that everything is going to be just fine and then the next minute -steamrolled......Flattened!
It sad to know you have been going thew this so long you got to be one hell of a strong woman to still be standing by him , with only knowing what i have read he is one LUCKY GUY !!!!
And he best wake up and relieze that ASAP!
And I highly suggest you go out and buy some comfortable shoes for YOU!
Well trying to make sence of this ive come to find is impossable, how do i make sence out of for instance my young adult sons friends refering to me as a milf ( mother ide like to f ) incase you dont know , and your husband getting boiling mad about it saying he never wants those punks around here again. And for the record my son told me cause he was mad and uncomfortable about it
but then you find out your husband is veiwing Milfs youde like to F .......how does one make sence of that??? How is THAT ok ?!?!
But i can tell you how i made it STOP!
Get it together or Im leaving You NO MORE !!!
i will not be second or 3rd to that desperate life and used as a snack any longer!
I meant it and mean it!
So it has stopped - the addiction!
So now what we have is a unexpected NEW life that has been turned upside down in a instant.
Life is not the same because trust was destroyed, and MANY other things we used to do is a thing of the past!
In 9 months i have not stepped foot in a vehicle we own beacuse i know that was one of his hiding places and i will NEVER step foot in it again, i honestly wish it would burn!
I hate our home that i used to love beacuse it was a hiding place.
Im bitter one minute and not the next, im on a rollercoaster ride like a addict and i DIDNT ask for this shit!!! It was FORCED on me!!
The first two times he was caught it wasn't as bad because I did not realize the extent of how porn can become such an addiction.
So now it feels like I'm in a gunfight and the only weapon I have is a toothpick.
But the reason I stop by the site was to share something that Maybe you can also relate to amoung others.
Yesterday was another one of those blank days.
The days when you just feel so lost you don't know where the whole 24 hr day went, I sit and look at my husband Feeling really uncomfortable not knowing what to say just blank!
Shy, ha ha me shy thats funny.....but no it really isnt, beacuse im not a shy person or should i say wasnt ever before!
Even trying to make a simple conversation is difficult.
He feels it he knows it and he asks what's wrong?
As nice as I can say- nothing I try as hard as I can to hide it....... What is " It " I don't know I'm blank!!!
I have never felt this way in my life And really don't know how to deal with it!
I don't want to lose life as how I know it, But Then always in the back of my mind I'm wondering do I really even know?
It's like one minute I feel on top of the world that everything is going to be just fine and then the next minute -steamrolled......Flattened!