LarrySheets
Member
It's time I start keeping a journal like everyone else here in order to keep myself accountable and just as a place where I can share my thoughts.
I was 11 when I first viewed pornography, and I'm 32 now. It has been 20 years since I first started using it. My addiction is long and strong, and I am trying to beat it after trying myself to stop using for over a year. Perhaps this avenue will help me.
I'm in a serious relationship now, and I mainly have trouble finishing during sex (no ED issues). But, i don't have any issues when I watch porn. I want to eliminate porn from my life and make sex as easy and pleasurable with my girlfriend as when I am alone and using. I really want to do this, but have just never been able to tell anyone and need a support network.
The only time I ever told anyone, was my old exgf, who broke down and cried when i told her, and then broke up with me a few months later. I have been scared to talk about it ever since then.
Anyway, I'll try to post every day. I hope that some of you out there could help keep me accountable and I'll do the same.
I was 11 when I first viewed pornography, and I'm 32 now. It has been 20 years since I first started using it. My addiction is long and strong, and I am trying to beat it after trying myself to stop using for over a year. Perhaps this avenue will help me.
I'm in a serious relationship now, and I mainly have trouble finishing during sex (no ED issues). But, i don't have any issues when I watch porn. I want to eliminate porn from my life and make sex as easy and pleasurable with my girlfriend as when I am alone and using. I really want to do this, but have just never been able to tell anyone and need a support network.
The only time I ever told anyone, was my old exgf, who broke down and cried when i told her, and then broke up with me a few months later. I have been scared to talk about it ever since then.
Anyway, I'll try to post every day. I hope that some of you out there could help keep me accountable and I'll do the same.