cordy212
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Congrats on the 30 days- awesome. Journal's great- looks like you've got good consistency so far, keep it up.
Also congrats on the date and having solid self control when it didn't work out- sounds like you did the decent thing there.
Thanks for the encouragment bro , was unsure whether I made the right decision about this girl but I've just got to go with my instinct.
Day 31
First weekend off work in ages, was planning on doing lots of revision this weekend, going to the gym and wash my clothes. But... None so far :-\ I've been woken up in the middle of the night by my flatmates the last two nights and I must get woken up at 4a.m at least 3 times a week. This is immensely frustrating because when it comes to days like this when I really need to get things done I'm just exhausted, I've been laid in bed for the last 3 hours not doing anything, not sleeping, not on the internet, just staring at the wall all zombied out.
Really hope it's not like this again next year because next years a very demanding year, if it is I will have to have words with the university about moving apartment.
No PMO still going good, no urges as of late, been getting lots of random erections but haven't been tempted to M. As I've said though today looks like being a very unproductive day so I need to be careful to not lose discipline on no PMO.
Yesterday had to have meeting with staff at university because they've found drugs in our apartment on numerous occasions, of course I didn't tell them whose they are but it is getting a bit annoying that I'm getting dragged into this.
Hope I don't get woke up tonight and that I feel better tomorrow