DayByDay
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Day 16
Best weekend in a while:
So I guess the true test of my progress was always going to be at my part-time job. For the first year or two I was there I would walk around with a big grin on my face, saying hi to everybody, smiling, laughing and having fun. Over the past year and a half though I've slowly started to hate the place. Dont get me wrong I love the people I work with, but I just hated being there, found it really hard to talk to most of them and just never really did anything other than moan. But this weekend! Wow it brought me back to the good old days. I was chit chatting with everybody! Going out of my way to talk to people! Such an improvement on my social skills and I don't even know where its come from.
Saturday Night:
So I ended up going to a friends party on saturday night. It was a nice change as it meant a few beers, music and some women. Again, chatting to people all night, people that I wouldnt normally talk to, but just making friends I suppose. I probably drank a bit too much though as I woke up in a friends bed! Nothing happened! Just needed a place to crash is all haha Thinking about it now I do remember feeling pretty lonely at the party even though there was loads of people around me. It was like all I wanted was a girl, which is understandable considering my reboot, but to be honest, I work with a lot of the people and I don't want to be getting tangled up in drama right now. PMO didn't cross my mind at all.
Anyways, sorry this is gonna be a bit short because Im still a bit hungover and wanna go up to bed! Gym time tomorrow so talk soon!
Best weekend in a while:
So I guess the true test of my progress was always going to be at my part-time job. For the first year or two I was there I would walk around with a big grin on my face, saying hi to everybody, smiling, laughing and having fun. Over the past year and a half though I've slowly started to hate the place. Dont get me wrong I love the people I work with, but I just hated being there, found it really hard to talk to most of them and just never really did anything other than moan. But this weekend! Wow it brought me back to the good old days. I was chit chatting with everybody! Going out of my way to talk to people! Such an improvement on my social skills and I don't even know where its come from.
Saturday Night:
So I ended up going to a friends party on saturday night. It was a nice change as it meant a few beers, music and some women. Again, chatting to people all night, people that I wouldnt normally talk to, but just making friends I suppose. I probably drank a bit too much though as I woke up in a friends bed! Nothing happened! Just needed a place to crash is all haha Thinking about it now I do remember feeling pretty lonely at the party even though there was loads of people around me. It was like all I wanted was a girl, which is understandable considering my reboot, but to be honest, I work with a lot of the people and I don't want to be getting tangled up in drama right now. PMO didn't cross my mind at all.
Anyways, sorry this is gonna be a bit short because Im still a bit hungover and wanna go up to bed! Gym time tomorrow so talk soon!