Hello gentlemen!
Day 3.
This is where I begin my journey. I have been battling with p addiction since I was 12. I am now 33. What has truly shocked me upon finding this forum is just how similar my story is to all of yours.
My addiction. Started with R rated movies, bumped up to dads porno mag collection in the garage, and graduated to hardcore gonzo after a computer was brought into the house. Been hooked ever since in one fashion or another.
Now, i don't have so much trouble with watching p, rather my battle has been with responding to casual encounter ads. I guess it wouldn't be an addiction if I had once in the last 4 years mustered up the nerve to follow through with my response.
Numerous times I have made the contact, persuaded the girl to meet me, and then I just don't go through with it. I get such a rush from seeing women lust for me, but there is no follow through.Like you all, its a method of getting that dopamine hit. Not once have I followed through.
But guess what, I'm tired of hurting myself and others with this effed up addiction. Its not fair to the my family, friends, or the women on the other end of the email. My resolve is to simply not send out anymore emails enquiring after sex I have no intention of having. Wow, it sounds so pathetic when you write out and say what it actually is.
No matter, I'm tired of this creep-tastic habit and I hope you men and this forum will give me something better to focus my attentions on while I am sitting here bored out of my mind at work.
More to come! Thanks to all the men who have already gone before me and had the courage to say that they are addicted and want to change.
Day 3.
This is where I begin my journey. I have been battling with p addiction since I was 12. I am now 33. What has truly shocked me upon finding this forum is just how similar my story is to all of yours.
My addiction. Started with R rated movies, bumped up to dads porno mag collection in the garage, and graduated to hardcore gonzo after a computer was brought into the house. Been hooked ever since in one fashion or another.
Now, i don't have so much trouble with watching p, rather my battle has been with responding to casual encounter ads. I guess it wouldn't be an addiction if I had once in the last 4 years mustered up the nerve to follow through with my response.
Numerous times I have made the contact, persuaded the girl to meet me, and then I just don't go through with it. I get such a rush from seeing women lust for me, but there is no follow through.Like you all, its a method of getting that dopamine hit. Not once have I followed through.
But guess what, I'm tired of hurting myself and others with this effed up addiction. Its not fair to the my family, friends, or the women on the other end of the email. My resolve is to simply not send out anymore emails enquiring after sex I have no intention of having. Wow, it sounds so pathetic when you write out and say what it actually is.
No matter, I'm tired of this creep-tastic habit and I hope you men and this forum will give me something better to focus my attentions on while I am sitting here bored out of my mind at work.
More to come! Thanks to all the men who have already gone before me and had the courage to say that they are addicted and want to change.