Day 31,
thank you for the suggestions gentlemen, I will take them into consideration.
All Things Considered I'm having a fairly good day. Not too many triggers. got plenty to do plenty of work today, that always helps.
fuel things on my mind is well, things from my past that have nothing to do with P. all the same it is a resentful full memory.
have you lost something that you really really loved and enjoyed? and also live with the knowledge that in all likelihood you will never get it back? then you might have an idea of what it is that I'm feeling right now.
there are others to blame, a few of them would benefit from a physical attitude adjustment. but what possible good would that do? I guess we all deal with fools at one point or another.
have a good day!