i stayed home from work, and the desire to PMO is strong, I think the problem with Laurie is going to be solved, waiting on a text from her, I think she is goig to tell me that we can be friends but not have sex any more, which will be good. I also think nicole is a great person she just has to focus on being comfortable in her own shoes. im not acting out in PMO. ok, update laurie wants to just be friends so problem worked itself out. note to self. dont get involved in exsclusive relationship unless i am sure that is what i want.