Just for this moment no PMO
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Zyrock
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well, today i had every intention of walking in the door after work and PMO and ended up one thing led to another and I didnt. very interesting and now i dont want to pmo. wow funny how just the right circumstances can change how i think. and believe it or not I dont want to pmo so i can focus on the real thing. thanks all for your encouragement. every moment I dont PMO is a success
Zyrock
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So today was Laurie and I second day together. We first went boating and cuddled on the boat for hours. Then we came to my house and I made a full course dinner. We have agreed to go slow woth regards to sex. then we cuddled on the couch and watched a movie. then we tickled each other and i was getting her very excited and she wanted to have sex but i used restraint. then we went at it again tickling actually me tickling her. then she got aroused and wr went into my bedroom but this time she called on the brakes. I am so grateful we have boundries and restraint. I told her lets wait for three weeks. I am thinking I will reboot and entirely allow myself to be rewired for laurie. If what I think is going to happen like I did before then It ahould be totally strong and compassionate. thank you guys for all your help. without you I would not know there is another way of living. She is 11 years younger and I am just awe struck that She wants to be with me. She is like perfect for me. thats all I can say
Zyrock
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good day so far no PMO, my motivation although right or wrong is so that I can make a connection with Laurie and be wired for the real thing with her. usually if i have a plan I can stick with it. I will admit PMO is definitely not just about being lonely its also about too much time on my hands or boredom. For me to PMO when I have a girlfriend is for me to begin my ruin. I am taking my not PMO very serious. All Laurie knows is that i want to wait at least three weeks. I also told her that I am willing to go longer than that. She doesnt know that I picked three weeks because I want to reboot. I have learned that even after about a two days my arousal comes back. then every day after that my arousal and excitement become much stronger. I know that looking at Porn is very much a waste of time. I spend time laying in bed PMO and then usually fall asleep and then if I do get up its to go and watch tv. This weekend I did more for my house than I can remember inna log time. spent friday night and saturday afternoon and night with Laurie. saturday morning I went to the gym, then cleaned my bathroom and scrubbed my shower. then sunday I vacuumed, dusted, cleaned kitchen and bathroom floors, went shopping, bought flowers and candles and other pleasantries for the house. Did things that needed done but just kept putting off. I also bought myself some new shoes and some new work out clothes. Everything I bought I needed and had the money for. I also spent time organizing my music on my new computer and then loaded it on my phone. So for a weekend it was very productive. now my goal is to continue to save myself for Laurie. I thank you Reboot Nation for leading the way and the continued encouragement
