Day 30:
Ok, so I completed my 30 days without PMO yesterday. Next step is now the 60 days challenge.
Here are some of my observations:
- better motivation: I don't know if I can ascribe that to a real boost of energy or simply because I've got much more free time giving up both PMO and videogaming at the same time but I stick much better to sport and study routines.
- better energy level in general. Especially during my workout.
- in social situations: I don't see much of a change in that field yet. I don't feel exceptionally more talkative or more at ease in these situations but I do give my opinion more freely without asking to myself if that's ok if I say this and that. Before NoFap, I used to everything was okay all the time with my friends but now I tend to really say aloud what I think on different topics which is quite an improvement IMO.
- Better memory: I'm learning different languages at the same time (English included) and I've seen a huge improvement in my withholding information in general. When I learn some words/phrases in a book, I need less memorisation attempts to remember it 4-5 days later.
- I'm not ashamed any longer: I'm an atheist so I'm not talking about being ashmed towars god or anything, I'm just more proud of myself for what I'm doing. The door of my room is most of the time open, I'm not affraid of letting any of my computer available for anybody to use it, that's a really heavy weight off my shoulders.
What I want to improve for the next 30 days:
During the last 10 days, I've had some quite huge urges to watch porn which were triggered after stumbling uppon random images on internet. Even though I didn't give in and O, I still peeked at some soft naked women pics (lasted like 2min in general) and started to touch myself for the same amount of time. It did happen 4 times during this challenge and I want to improve that.
To sum it up. I'm quite satisfied with the first 30 days. I stopped porn cold turkey 30 days ago and what a change it was. I was used to watching porn EVERY day for some hours (for more than 10 years and from one day to the next, I completely stopped it.)
I'm ready for the harder days!