Day 49: noticed something strange today. I opened a browser window and opened an incognito screen to do some searching that I don't want to have affiliated with my Google account (nothing porn or anything like that). And as soon as the incognito window opened up, I had the urge to type in one of my porn sites that I used to frequent daily. The idea just came out of nowhere, as if an incognito screen and porn go hand in hand. Strange.
Anyway, I didn't do it, so yay me!
Today is day three without the MO again. Slowly building it back up. My last record was 18 days without any MO. I'm doing everything I can to beat this record. I got out of bed okay today. I woke up like five minutes before my alarm clock rang. No morning wood, but that's okay. It'll come back eventually I suppose.
I'm finding it easier and easier to get aroused by simple (non porn related) things. I'm almost 50 days into my reboot, so I guess something should be happening around this time. It's nice to see that I don't need hardcore porn thoughts anymore to arouse me.
Met a nice girl, let's call her Sophie. She was a nice chat and we seem to be compatible in some ways. I like that. I'm going to ask her out today and see how that goes.
Asking a girl out actually really falls outside of my comfort zone, so I'm a bit nervous about it, but I'm sure that it's something I want to do. So let's do it and see what happens
Anyway, I didn't do it, so yay me!
Today is day three without the MO again. Slowly building it back up. My last record was 18 days without any MO. I'm doing everything I can to beat this record. I got out of bed okay today. I woke up like five minutes before my alarm clock rang. No morning wood, but that's okay. It'll come back eventually I suppose.
I'm finding it easier and easier to get aroused by simple (non porn related) things. I'm almost 50 days into my reboot, so I guess something should be happening around this time. It's nice to see that I don't need hardcore porn thoughts anymore to arouse me.
Met a nice girl, let's call her Sophie. She was a nice chat and we seem to be compatible in some ways. I like that. I'm going to ask her out today and see how that goes.
Asking a girl out actually really falls outside of my comfort zone, so I'm a bit nervous about it, but I'm sure that it's something I want to do. So let's do it and see what happens