rebootrapp
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It's been a few days since I've updated. Things have been good with me and the reboot,
no urges to PMO, though I did have a quick urge to M in the shower once but squashed it.
I've really been concentrating on the ogling women part. I know it really bothers my wife, and I don't want to be a creeper. So it's been up and down, but largely good. I've been consciously looking away from women that look like they'd be attractive when I see them from a distance or my peripherals. There was a group of young women that jumped out of a car in parking lot a few days ago, one had on some flowy pants and a tube top type thing it seemed like, because I noticed a bare midriff out of my periph. Kept my eyes dead locked forward, and felt great about it. My wife minutes prior thought I was checking out some woman in yoga pants as she was walking out of the bathroom, but I'm pretty positive I wasn't. Today I did great with it anyway.
We continue to battle the trust issues that she has, I know it's going to take a loooong time. I'm just trying to make sure that we take more steps forward than back, but with a recent death in the family her emotions are obviously easier to swing from positive to negative.
All in good time, she's worth every second of fighting.
no urges to PMO, though I did have a quick urge to M in the shower once but squashed it.
I've really been concentrating on the ogling women part. I know it really bothers my wife, and I don't want to be a creeper. So it's been up and down, but largely good. I've been consciously looking away from women that look like they'd be attractive when I see them from a distance or my peripherals. There was a group of young women that jumped out of a car in parking lot a few days ago, one had on some flowy pants and a tube top type thing it seemed like, because I noticed a bare midriff out of my periph. Kept my eyes dead locked forward, and felt great about it. My wife minutes prior thought I was checking out some woman in yoga pants as she was walking out of the bathroom, but I'm pretty positive I wasn't. Today I did great with it anyway.
We continue to battle the trust issues that she has, I know it's going to take a loooong time. I'm just trying to make sure that we take more steps forward than back, but with a recent death in the family her emotions are obviously easier to swing from positive to negative.
All in good time, she's worth every second of fighting.