Rockit's Routine
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DAY 131 AM/PM:
This has to be a test. I'm getting slammed with bad news lately, and it is really getting to me. Opportunities lost due to circumstances beyond my control, and it's infuriating. I'm sick of disappointment, and I am sick of being the back-up.
This has to stop. I don't know how much more I can deal with.
This has to be a test. I'm getting slammed with bad news lately, and it is really getting to me. Opportunities lost due to circumstances beyond my control, and it's infuriating. I'm sick of disappointment, and I am sick of being the back-up.
This has to stop. I don't know how much more I can deal with.
fallcolors
Member
That's the spirit! I don't know the particulars about your job that are bothering you so much, but if your job is fundamentally effecting your ability to enjoy your life, and there is no reason to think it will get better, you gotta find a new one that you can live with. good luck!
DAY 135 AM/PM:
Has a much better day. Helped work with a new person trying to break into the industry, and also hung out with some friends today. Did some soul searching, and had a good day overall.
Not exercising at all really which needs to change.
But, I do enjoy being happy!!
Has a much better day. Helped work with a new person trying to break into the industry, and also hung out with some friends today. Did some soul searching, and had a good day overall.
Not exercising at all really which needs to change.
But, I do enjoy being happy!!
DAY 138 AM/PM:
Had a good day at my second job today. Heading to bed soon. Nervous about tomorrow. Working both jobs for a total of sixteen hours. I sincerely hope I'm not too tired by the end of it.
Must stay strong urge-wise. I've been getting caught by triggers all week, and I fear I could slip if I am not careful. Must be strong!!
Had a good day at my second job today. Heading to bed soon. Nervous about tomorrow. Working both jobs for a total of sixteen hours. I sincerely hope I'm not too tired by the end of it.
Must stay strong urge-wise. I've been getting caught by triggers all week, and I fear I could slip if I am not careful. Must be strong!!
DAY 140 AM/PM:
Had a relaxing day off, and didn't accomplish much. I need to reflect on the last few weeks. They seem to have flown by, when it comes to free time. Work drags, everything else is super fast.
Getting hit hard by triggers lately. I think I need to take some time to refocus. I wish I wasn't as busy.
Had a relaxing day off, and didn't accomplish much. I need to reflect on the last few weeks. They seem to have flown by, when it comes to free time. Work drags, everything else is super fast.
Getting hit hard by triggers lately. I think I need to take some time to refocus. I wish I wasn't as busy.
David Albert
Active Member
It seems to me you're putting a lot of pressure on yourself...And pressure can cause stress and other unwanted outcomes. Maybe you should start viewing this reboot in a brighter light especially since you've come this far. You've already achieved something that most of us can't, getting this far, you are a winner my friend. Don't spend so long thinking about urges and cravings, you're giving them more power than they could have. Focus less on them and more about living your life in balance 
Just a food for thought for you my friend, in the end only you know what is best for yourself. Take care
Just a food for thought for you my friend, in the end only you know what is best for yourself. Take care
David Albert said:It seems to me you're putting a lot of pressure on yourself...And pressure can cause stress and other unwanted outcomes. Maybe you should start viewing this reboot in a brighter light especially since you've come this far. You've already achieved something that most of us can't, getting this far, you are a winner my friend. Don't spend so long thinking about urges and cravings, you're giving them more power than they could have. Focus less on them and more about living your life in balance
Just a food for thought for you my friend, in the end only you know what is best for yourself. Take care
I just have to be honest when I am feeling them so when I look back, I remember how tough it has been. If I'm putting pressure on myself, it is mainly work related.
Thanks for the concern -- I hope things are going well for you.