Hello everyone, I told myself I wasn't going to be posting stuff until I was sure I have to, well the time is now. Today marks the 90th day on the record PMO free, but my days are actually more than that because I started counting on the first of February this year even though the last time I had relapsed was a week or two prior to that date. I can't say I am still the same person because I will be lying, my goal is to go for the rest of my life addiction-free. There are so many things to do in life and being an addict really gets in the way. I don't want to share much right now but in due time fellas, I will spill each and everything that happened since the last time I posted however let me just point out a few wins I have had. Lol, I do not want to jinx it like I did last time on my first 60th day but hey I have no control of the future so whatever happens happens, oh here are those wins.
1- I can now control my sexual urges and the presence or absence of sex doesn't really affect me in a negative way
2- I am more confident now in myself as a person and I have new problems now I would rather deal with than p. addiction.
3- I recently realized I have a productivity problem and my goal right now is to set my priorities straight and really grow as a man.
4- I am a bit scary and intimidating now to other men. I can be a bit enraged sometimes, I don't know if it's a good thing but I am really just standing my ground if I have to and I'm taking quite good care of myself except for the booze but I'm graduating in a month so hey let a man be for a little while huh. I think I just feel respected more I'm not sure which is which but whatever it is I like it.
5- I just feel good, I joined the gym last week. I am just doing great.
P.s I was not in monk mode so the Chaser effect has nothing on me lmao.
1- I can now control my sexual urges and the presence or absence of sex doesn't really affect me in a negative way
2- I am more confident now in myself as a person and I have new problems now I would rather deal with than p. addiction.
3- I recently realized I have a productivity problem and my goal right now is to set my priorities straight and really grow as a man.
4- I am a bit scary and intimidating now to other men. I can be a bit enraged sometimes, I don't know if it's a good thing but I am really just standing my ground if I have to and I'm taking quite good care of myself except for the booze but I'm graduating in a month so hey let a man be for a little while huh. I think I just feel respected more I'm not sure which is which but whatever it is I like it.
5- I just feel good, I joined the gym last week. I am just doing great.
P.s I was not in monk mode so the Chaser effect has nothing on me lmao.