Sounds like you have an awesome brother, lady! Looks like he gave you the keys to beat this thing, even if he went away.
Those are very common thoughts when you're young (or at any age). People always think the grass is greener on the other side of the fence, but it isn't. Everyone has their struggles and burdens. What people show you on Instagram is an idealized version of what life is really like. Concentrate on what's positive, productive, and creative in your life. It takes time to adopt that mindset and be thankful for what you have and who you are.I do get jealous by seeing so many great things happening in their lives. I'm happy for them but then there's me....stuck in the middle of nowhere.
Hey!Hi! I have to be honest with you guys. I was strong for 4 days but not for the fifth day because I ended up M and fantasizing about women and doubting myself that maybe I'm gay. And then I watched P. I don't know what to do. People are out there just completing their goals and here I am can't even go without engaging myself in PMO for 1 week. God how do I do this? I feel bad.
This simply isn't true, your sexuality is a scale. It is determined primarily by genes, you can't help where you sit on the sexuality scale!This is the same thing if you are a normal girl you can't be a gay. It's kind of porn you watch or your association with a girl will decide. Like I remember when I was in my early teenage I like my small brother to sit on me especially on my penis area because I enjoyed the rubbing of my penis. My mom saw this one day and punished me for that. And now I escaped of becoming a gay. I'm am straight now because my mom stopped me Or my mind to be conditioned to rubbing penis against a boy. No one is born gay. Except if you have some chromosomal imbalance then I don't know.
Whether someone is straight or is a part of LGBTQ community, they identify themselves as part of it on the basis of feelings of emotions and not only on sexual desires. I agree there are some P videos with the same p stars that take part in straight as well as gay videos. So we realize that it's the model of this industry that is just focused on making money, even if it means to target peoples' insecurities. I think it would be to wrong to say that people who belong to LGBTQ community have some chromosomal imbalance. They were just born with it and no one can change it. So why not to just accept it?No one is born gay. Except if you have some chromosomal imbalance then I don't know.In this teenage when sexual forces becoming powerful here is a chance of your becoming anything like gay Or straight guy.
This is the same thing if you are a normal girl you can't be a gay.
Hi! I have to be honest with you guys. I was strong for 4 days but not for the fifth day because I ended up M and fantasizing about women and doubting myself that maybe I'm gay. And then I watched P. I don't know what to do. People are out there just completing their goals and here I am can't even go without engaging myself in PMO for 1 week. God how do I do this? I feel bad.
I appreciate your suggestions and I also agree that watching porn can influence your actions and thoughts in so many ways.
Here's what I have to say :
Whether someone is straight or is a part of LGBTQ community, they identify themselves as part of it on the basis of feelings of emotions and not only on sexual desires. I agree there are some P videos with the same p stars that take part in straight as well as gay videos. So we realize that it's the model of this industry that is just focused on making money, even if it means to target peoples' insecurities. I think it would be to wrong to say that people who belong to LGBTQ community have some chromosomal imbalance. They were just born with it and no one can change it. So why not to just accept it?
Talking about No PMO journey, I am thankful for your advice.
*Also I'm never mentioning those touchy topics that might start something problemat
You are right ,now I'm escaping touchy topics.I appreciate your suggestions and I also agree that watching porn can influence your actions and thoughts in so many ways.
Here's what I have to say :
Whether someone is straight or is a part of LGBTQ community, they identify themselves as part of it on the basis of feelings of emotions and not only on sexual desires. I agree there are some P videos with the same p stars that take part in straight as well as gay videos. So we realize that it's the model of this industry that is just focused on making money, even if it means to target peoples' insecurities. I think it would be to wrong to say that people who belong to LGBTQ community have some chromosomal imbalance. They were just born with it and no one can change it. So why not to just accept it?
Talking about No PMO journey, I am thankful for your advice.
*Also I'm never mentioning those touchy topics that might start something problematic.*
This simply isn't true, your sexuality is a scale. It is determined primarily by genes, you can't help where you sit on the sexuality scale!
I did mention chromosomal imbalance that is just genetic change from normal I only said because she is watching porn and then started thinking that she is gay might be. But never mind because we are not here to decide anything for others.This simply isn't true, your sexuality is a scale. It is determined primarily by genes, you can't help where you sit on the sexuality scale!
Thanks!!!!!! Maybe I need a strict training for 30 days more but everything will be worth it in the end!Happy 30 days eve, Ladysudan! You're doing great, and as more time goes on without porn and social media, those urges should start to fade away.
So happy for your progress @ladysudan. You have put in the work and have reaped the benefits. 30 day's is no easy feat and we're all proud of you. May each day going forth be less stressful than the last and may everything fall into placeDay 29: 12 July
No PMO.
I've decided to update my journal after every 3 days as soon as I complete my first 30 days of no PMO.
I might have almost completed my 1 month without PMO but my focus towards my priorities is pretty much low. I need to work on that.
I will also add on to my journal, giving a brief info and account into my life after every 3 days and also by counting the days of not using YouTube and IG. This is a step to control my procrastination and completely disconnect and disappear for a while.
Speaking of urges, well, you know, fml. I experienced such a strong urge during a test..... that disturbance in my brain was reflected in my score.
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