Day 5
I feel pretty worn out and tired. As I mentioned earlier it seems like nothing excites me anymore, and it’s really troubling to feel that. I’m not sure if it’s just the porn, could be other things that have been going on as well. But it’s clear that I have to get used to being a bit bored in my everyday life - I can’t be on social media all the time, and just play video games or watch something on a screen. It’s making the things I really want to do in life seem bland and boring, and life is just passing me by.
Feel like I’m just being entertained to pass the time, I’m buying new things to feel some sort of happiness or meaning. It’s just not a good feeling. There’s a lot I need to work on in my life.