It ends here.

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Day 10

 

[Blondie]

Looking good @downhillfromhere.

 

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Day 11

 

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Day 12

 

[downhillfromhere]

Relapsed again yesterday, unfortunately. 13 days, not too bad for now. But I’m ready to keep going and I want to make a change. I’ve been trying to quit for two years now, and I’m not where I thought I would be at all.

My goal now is to make it 30 days, and take it from there.

 

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Day 1

 

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Day 2

 

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Day 3 of 30

 

[Blondie]

You got this @downhillfromhere. I think your 30 day goal is great. It keeps you motivated.

 

[downhillfromhere]

Thank you Blondie! That’s true, and I think it can help me as a reminder that I need time to make things change. Relapsing every 5-10 days isn’t going to make the change I want in my life.

Day 5 of 30

 

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Day 6 of 30

 

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Day 8 of 30

 

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Day 9 of 30

 

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Day 10 of 30

 

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Day 11 of 30

 

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Day 12 of 30

 

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Day 13 of 30

 

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Day 15 of 30

A couple of days ago I looked at some things I shouldn’t have. It’s a setback, and I need to be more careful and mindful - but I’m going to get through it and keep my goal clear in mind.

 

[Blondie]

It's alright @downhillfromhere. I had a little moment like that myself last week. Don't let your mind tell you "you fucked up" because you did not. Everywhere you look there's "images" that are risky and tantalizing, but that's not porn so don't fall for that trick if your brain tells you that. Obviously don't indulge in it but remind yourself that it isn't porn and thus you're still clean.

Let's keep moving. Next stop one month porn free!

Best

 

[downhillfromhere]

Day 20 of 30

Thanks Blondie, kind words I’m trying not to indulge in it, some days are easy but some are still a struggle.