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208 days since I last viewed P or MB and around 2 weeks since I last binged on junk food (my other addiction) - why do I feel more dead inside than ever? Has a life of intense stimulation made me unable to be satisfied with the normal things in life? I don't want to discourage anyone embarking...

Hi guys It has been 98 days since I last viewed P, and in the last week, I have been having trouble with erections (marital sex) - this is a new thing. Giving up P is supposed to improve erections, but in my case, it seems to have done the opposite. Anyone else experienced this? I am not sure if...

Hi guys Been struggling for 18 years (I'm 37) and am on my latest attempt to quit. I am on day 20 but during that time I have indulged in a particular fetish (with my wife) that is very much tied into my P "likes". A few questions for all who can relate to my situation: 1) Should I also consider...

Hello guys - just hoping for some feedback on my situation. Basically, for around 2 years, I have been "mostly successful" in cutting out P and MB. I.e. in an average month there will be between 2 and 5 days where I slip and even binge. Does this constitute a recovery given that I used to be a...

Does anyone think/know if there is a link between porn addiction and avoidance personality disorder? For those not familiar with avpd, here is a definition: Avpd is characterized by a pattern of withdrawal, self-loathing and heightened sensitivity to criticism. People who suffer from AVPD often...

I have just started this thread as a way to keep my progress out in the open with the rest of this forum. As some of you will know from the main forum section, this is how things have been for me lately: 112 days free of P and MB 1 day of crazy binging on P and MB (Sunday 26th October 2014)...

Yes, today I have slipped up 4 times. Why did I do it? Not sure I have a deep and meaningful answer but I take full responsibility for it and I made the decision to drop the ball. If I have to guess what made me do it, I would say it was the fact that I have not really been happier or more well...

Hello from a fellow struggler in Scotland (albeit of Italian heritage). I have not looked at P and MB'd in 35 days, but I feel strangely empty. All of the undesirable aspects of my being which I attributed to P and MB are still with me. ie: irritability, lack of self esteem, apathy towards my...