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I really have not been a good user here. I came to post only when I slipped and go into some ranting and then disappear till the next failure. And almost not contributing at all to other's discussions. Thus, I have decide to do it properly from now on. I will try to post few times per week...

I stopped smoking in 2008, after almost 16 years of smoking. 1993 to 1999: never questioned my smoking, and slowly from smoking a couple of cigarettes per day, I progressed to a pack a day 1999 - 2000: started feeling bad about it, tried to stop few times (longest one was around a couple of...

The good news first: I have one major breakthrough when it comes to the handling of one of my major triggers, which is coming back from a party or a night out very late and start my computer "just to check some facebook" and plunging into two to three hours of porn and masturbation. I am in...

Hi guys, I am going to Japan for six months for work (leaving next week). I am very excited about this opportunity, but at the same time really scared. To be honest, I pushed for this position because I was in Japan some years back and really loved the girls there and ended up sleeping around a...

Hi guys, First time I joined this site in January, I was so sure and confident about the reboot. Stayed like 32 days and then slipped, next try lasted 2 weeks, and then 2 days, and then 1 day (today) (that is failed three times in 4 days: thursday, saturday and sunday). So I really have to do...

The good thing, dylan's fourth time around is one of my favorite songs and maybe it will stick this time.The bad, I lasted only 2 days this round:-( was sick for few days and was feeling lo.  Spent the whole day watching the last few episodes of breaking bad, went for a quick run, got a haircut...

1st round:32 days 2nd round: about 15 days During the second round, I actually ended up fucking a shemale escort, and afterwards didn't feel bad about it. Which is really a big deal for me because normally I am an expert in drowning in shame and guilt. So what, it is my money, my dock, my...

Hi all, Well, managed 32 days and then I slipped on friday and a bit more on saturday. Now I have a deep urge to binge and start the reboot tomorrow, I wanna finish the video that I was watching when I ejaculated, aaaaaaaaah, but I should not and I will not!! The time to restart is now. Maybe I...

what do you guys think of this? http://www.bbc.com/news/magazine-31130947 http://edition.cnn.com/2014/01/29/world/asia/korea-eating-room/ will one get one addicted to this? WIll the addiction will be the same as porn? Will it ever happen someone will starve to death while watching tons of food...

It's beenormal about a month now since my reboot. Most of it was great, but this week so far has been very bad and almost broke down few times. I almost orderd a shemale escort last night and today also I got this strong urge about that and I am not able to focus at work at all, eventhough I...

Hi guys, Three weeks into the rebooting and feeling really happy about it. Now I want to cement the good feelings that I am having by starting to meet and date more women in real life. The problem is I live in Sweden/Stockholm, I am finding it really hard to find such opportunities to meet a...

what is your take on phone sex with someone you already know? I used to that a lot few years ago with a couple of girls that I was dating and sometimes was mixing my porn fantasy with it. There is this one girl that I met in the summer, we never had sex and she lives in the US while I live in...

Hi, My porn "poison" so to say is shemale porn. Once I discovered that in my mid twenties (now I am 38), it has never failed to arouse me (and also maybe a bit of lesbian porn, otherwise, straight porn does not turn me on anymore). Anyways, about a year and a half ago, I was in Thailand for...

Hi all, Glad to be here! I won't dwell a lot on my story, just few facts and try to report daily. I think some details will come sooner or later as I blog. Age: 39, Male, been watching porn since my early teens History of sexual (incest) and physical abuse as a child a couple of years of...