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    Sexuality

    Does porn really change your sexuality?. I have seen hard core gay and straight porn, even worse then that, and I get confused about my sexuality and scared, I may become gay or something I never used to be
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    Help me please.

    I needed to come back, mainly because I have lost the motivation to stop. For some reason, what helped me before is not working now, and that was to just stop. I feel like it is much harder this time around, does it get harder, each time you relapse, to recover again? and when does the...
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    Last moment

    I have rebooted before, so it shouldn't be any different, but it feels harder this time around, maybe because I lost motivation this time around. Anyway, I have been off a week, but went on porn for a couple of minutes, and nearly ejaculated, but before I could, I stopped, walked away and had a...
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    Stopped trying.

    As the subject suggests, I have pretty stopped trying. At one point, I managed to stop porn for roughly a year, maybe more. I think it was towards the end of 2015 that I relapsed, at this point I could not be bothered to try. I have a traumatic experience involving porn, that caused my OCD to...
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    It has been awhile

    I went without porn for a long time, roughly a year. So I thought it would be a good idea to masturbate, without realising it, I ended up addicted to porn again. Now I am back on it, and it has been about three months. The things is, I am 27 years old, nearly 28, been addicted to porn, since I...
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    any help?

    i have started to recover again, because I ended up relapsing. been off porn for 3 days, but getting mass amount of urges, so I ended up going on porn for 3 minutes maybe, less with adrenaline and arousal, so what next?, am I still on the mend, I went straight off without masturbating, but my...
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    Scared

    Honestly I didn't want to post this, because its very upsetting, but I don't have anyone else to talk to. I am really struggling, ending up going back to porn, even when I don't really get erections anymore. I am tired and frustrated, it even gave me OCD regarding the genres I have seen. I read...
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    hardcore porn/no return?.

    I have watched some of the most hardcore stuff orientated around anime, though I would rather not discuss exactly what, I am sure a lot of people have a idea. I was free from porn February 2014, and relapsed July 2015, ended up recovering again, at the start of September 2015 and have been clean...
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    Relapsed

    Well after being free from porn since October 2014 I have relapsed and ended up binging for 2 days. I was hoping, that someone could give me someone could help me, by giving me so encouragement. I have problems with my arms, and I can not really do much, it causes me to be isolated and I hate...
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    I want to give up.

    Well I finally gave into temptation after viewing softcore eroitica (manga) for roughly a month, I decided to masturbate to it. Now I feel like I have just lost everything I worked for, since October last year I went hard mode, now everything I done is now gone. I feel like crap and I want to...
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    A mess

    I was doing so fell, I actually went into hard mode October last year, but it went out of control, when I started isolating myself and ending up viewing erotic images and even some soft core sex scenes in the stuff I read, though I never actually masturbated, or watch full on sex scenes, it has...
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    Confused and need help please.

    I need some help regarding a problem of mine. Does porn change your sexuality and who you are?, because I constantly question myself. I have seen some real hard core stuff, involving animated porn/manga. Although I have not watched porn since February 2014, I have recently started to slip up...
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    Please help me.

    I have been in recovery since February 2014, but decided to go into hard mode, because I felt like I was not recovering. I have really bad muscle knots and RSI in both arms, which is one of the reason I isolated myself, but I decided to try and recover, by goiing to the gym, doing stretches and...
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    Semen leakage

    I recently triggered, and now I am getting constant semen leakage. Is this a sign of premature ejaculation, weak erection and weakened nerves?. when I watched porn, I used to masturbate a lot, especially with death grip, just wondering if I could of possibly caused some permanent damage, and...
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    Reawakened thoughts, regarding triggers and it's simularities to relapse?

    What kind of impact does triggering have after recovery and is it related to relapsing?, because they kind of seem similar. I have started triggering again and losing my train of thought, so I am currently trying to fix this problem, but worried I may have started to lean back again if that...
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    is it safe?.

    I went hard mode October 2014 to clear my head. I was addicted to hentai manga/anime, but no longer. Would it be safe to return to watching anime and reading manga, or is it unsafe?. I am not talking about the porn kind.
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    Advice.

    I have OCD, which is frustrating, especially figuring out what emotional thought to follow. it is hard at times and it doesn't help that I was originally addicted to porn, though not anymore. Anyway, I used to be addicted to Hentai, especially ones that normally involve manga, though that does...
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    Recovery.

    I am free from my addiction now with no relapses or triggers and I have completely changed my life, though I still have problems in other areas, at least I am better off. I have been free from any major relapses since February 2014, while triggering myself to October 2014, until I decided to go...
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    No errections.

    It has been a long time since I last posted on here, mainly because I have changed my life around quite a lot. I stopped porn in February 2014, but despite that I constantly triggered myself, using alternatives to fuel my desires, while I never considered that a relapse, I never was truly...
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    Please help.

    I think I have just messed up. I'm under a lot of stress lately, so I was looking at erotic stuff that aroused me. I was managing to pull myself away, but found myself curious from time to time without noticing I ended up looking at it again and pulled myself away which happened a lot, but...
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