Hi everyone,
I start this journal mainly because I realize that I can t deal with this alone.
I am 30, single, and addicted to the porn already for more than half of my life.
it IS an addiction and this is the hardest part for me to accept,but the symtoms are exactly the same as with any other type of addiction
the problem with PMO is that it is easy to hide, unlike the other typesof addictions,such as drugs or alcohol
it kind of destroys you from inside
for a long time I thought that I will quit when I want,(another typical addicted response) but this is not true,
I simply cant just quit it and it is important to accept.
Another thing, I am a christian, so I thought that this is a spiritual question and "should be solved" between me and God, but now I dont think it is a solely spiritual question.
so I will keep diary here,will start reboot and will share what is going on
I start this journal mainly because I realize that I can t deal with this alone.
I am 30, single, and addicted to the porn already for more than half of my life.
it IS an addiction and this is the hardest part for me to accept,but the symtoms are exactly the same as with any other type of addiction
the problem with PMO is that it is easy to hide, unlike the other typesof addictions,such as drugs or alcohol
it kind of destroys you from inside
for a long time I thought that I will quit when I want,(another typical addicted response) but this is not true,
I simply cant just quit it and it is important to accept.
Another thing, I am a christian, so I thought that this is a spiritual question and "should be solved" between me and God, but now I dont think it is a solely spiritual question.
so I will keep diary here,will start reboot and will share what is going on