Went for a walk again this morning, trying to keep myself on track. Also cleaned up the kitchen a fair amount.
Today was a pretty low carb day. Pretty much the only thing I had all day was iced Bulletproof coffee with a splash of buttermilk for kicks. Was feeling hungry but wasn't ready to cook dinner yet, so snagged a couple slices of leftover pizza. That was really the only carb indulgence. After that I had fried gizzards. Looks like I came in at 56g overall, and only because each slice of pizza was 25g apiece. o_0 But, I jumped on the scale this morning, and just before heading up to bed, and my weight has dropped 4 lbs. Water weight, mostly, but still pretty dramatic considering my morning weigh-ins are usually considerably lower than my evening weigh-ins.
Started watching the documentary series Metal Evolution today. It's interesting to see how metal has grown from its roots and splintered into a bunch of different sub-genres, a bunch of which I can't stand, even if I consider myself a metalhead. Some metal just isn't metal.
I did put together a custom drumset on DW's kitbuilder and requested a quote. $5,000. Why does having fun have to be so expensive? I do want to get one and start playing though. Not because I want to be in a band. Just because I enjoy percussion and like hitting things.
I think I might contact the dealer and see what we can do that would give me the same basic setup but a little more budget friendly. Or I'll just start buying it one drum at a time. Hell, if I could have a bass drum with a double pedal, that would still make me pretty happy. I'd be pretty solid on footwork before I ever even touched drumsticks.
Anyway. Today was a pretty good, and pretty relaxing day. No real urges, but again, nothing for non-pixelated women either. I do keep getting a general feeling that I want to MO, but not exactly the same as an urge. More like, I feel like I'm missing something. Meh.
Oh, and I did pay my friends internet bill. I've found myself in a much more giving mood since I stopped PMO. Although, part of it stems from reading The Hedonism Handbook as well. I'm just not as attached to my money, and I'm not particularly worried about whether I'm going to have enough. I will. It's no big deal.
I also find that my biggest moments of career growth have come at times when I was a bit more haphazard with my spending; I was compelled to find work that would pay enough to justify my spending. It's not really a method I can suggest, but it's worked for me so far.
So, I guess I'll leave you guys with that. Live long and don't PMO.