RedeemingAddiction21
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I have been really small urges, like they are on the tip of my tongue but then they go away. It's so weird. Orgasming to me right now seems almost foreign since I haven't done it in almost a month and that's really weirding me out.
School was out today due to MLK, so I got to work out longer this morning and I also got work tonight so that will fill my time and school starts up again tomorrow, so at least I'll have something to occupy my mind.
Not in the mood to see my ex in class tomorrow, but again, a part of me just says, "Stand up straight and don't be a little bitch." It still has been a year since I talked to her so I will probably say hi if I see her.
2 days before I reach the benchmark of 1 month without porn or masturbation...
@Rise Against: Thanks man, I'm slowly trying to stop myself from doing that little "defense mechanism" I do and actually smile or utter the words "hi" when a girl looks at me. I used to be so damned confident 2 years ago in Freshman year, but after dating about 5 girls, they had really turned me upside down. It's all about getting back on the monkey bars!
School was out today due to MLK, so I got to work out longer this morning and I also got work tonight so that will fill my time and school starts up again tomorrow, so at least I'll have something to occupy my mind.
Not in the mood to see my ex in class tomorrow, but again, a part of me just says, "Stand up straight and don't be a little bitch." It still has been a year since I talked to her so I will probably say hi if I see her.
2 days before I reach the benchmark of 1 month without porn or masturbation...
@Rise Against: Thanks man, I'm slowly trying to stop myself from doing that little "defense mechanism" I do and actually smile or utter the words "hi" when a girl looks at me. I used to be so damned confident 2 years ago in Freshman year, but after dating about 5 girls, they had really turned me upside down. It's all about getting back on the monkey bars!