TakeActionNow
Respected Member
@PrometheusUnbound
Thank you very much for checking in on me.
Actually at this moment I'm rather glad for the lapse as it gave me a lot of insight regarding myself.
The long MO hiatus has distanced myself from this addiction enough to see it from an objective point of view and understand better the influences it had on me.
So I observed the points I shared above which I was not aware of before because I was too caught up in the addiction act to know what the act meant for me.
Now that I have an idea of the deeper reasons and relationship this addiction is to me, I believe I can now make better choices.
1. I am more geared towards better and more preventive self-care so I do not end up in a desperation state
2. I am wary of developing fake, false and fantasy relationships. (Idolizing)
3. I must make more conscious effort to self motivated and keep my drive and ambition up.
4. I must learn to let go more and better. A good future and better that any past.
5. I must make sure not to enter that slippery P slope with very certain outcome.
Overall,
It was a release I needed.
It was a gain of insight
It was a reminder of the dangers
It showed the better path forward.
I hope this is the final goodbye when we know the relationship has ended.
On to better things and days!
Thank you very much for checking in on me.
Actually at this moment I'm rather glad for the lapse as it gave me a lot of insight regarding myself.
The long MO hiatus has distanced myself from this addiction enough to see it from an objective point of view and understand better the influences it had on me.
So I observed the points I shared above which I was not aware of before because I was too caught up in the addiction act to know what the act meant for me.
Now that I have an idea of the deeper reasons and relationship this addiction is to me, I believe I can now make better choices.
1. I am more geared towards better and more preventive self-care so I do not end up in a desperation state
2. I am wary of developing fake, false and fantasy relationships. (Idolizing)
3. I must make more conscious effort to self motivated and keep my drive and ambition up.
4. I must learn to let go more and better. A good future and better that any past.
5. I must make sure not to enter that slippery P slope with very certain outcome.
Overall,
It was a release I needed.
It was a gain of insight
It was a reminder of the dangers
It showed the better path forward.
I hope this is the final goodbye when we know the relationship has ended.
On to better things and days!
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