joepanic
Respected Member
Well Gracie I have many times attempted to discuss our sex life(i think you and I have had this conversation before much further back in my journal)with my wife not so much how often we do it but more that she could never bring her self to initiate it and still wont. Almost feels like a form of control..... make me keep coming and asking for it ..... pretty tough on my self esteem for sure. But as usual she doesn't seem to find it a problem. The one time she semi-initiated and I didn't respond because I just didn't want to try to guess I really did hear about it a few days later. I am ready to just go celibate for a little while and if she wants it Ill be glad to join in the fun but I really dont feel like guessing any more I could give up porn Im sure I can do without sex for a little while if just depends if she can get by without holding that little bit of control/power Ugghhhh people with control issues Not the most easy to live with Those who can live with someone who has control issues are some of my heros
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