Taking Steps Towards Freedom
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voidwarranty
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9/30/14 and 10/1/14
Day 38 and 39
Missed update again. Days off so feeling good already. Nothing to report, my progress is stable and moving forward. Just keep looking to the future. I'll update tomorrow. Much love to this community
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Day 38 and 39
Missed update again. Days off so feeling good already. Nothing to report, my progress is stable and moving forward. Just keep looking to the future. I'll update tomorrow. Much love to this community
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voidwarranty
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10/2/14 - 10/3/14
Weekends have just been so action packed I forget to throw updates out. Day 40 and 41. Still loving my weekend, no urges, fantasies, or anything to report. I'll try to be on time with an update tomorrow, but no promises.
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Weekends have just been so action packed I forget to throw updates out. Day 40 and 41. Still loving my weekend, no urges, fantasies, or anything to report. I'll try to be on time with an update tomorrow, but no promises.
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voidwarranty
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10/4/14
Had a great Saturday. 42 days in and feeling pretty good. I know it's a late update let's hope I can start updating on time again. Work week starts today, and just don't feel like working this week, would prefer more days off, but I like getting paid so guess staying home is not an option. I'll update later.
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Had a great Saturday. 42 days in and feeling pretty good. I know it's a late update let's hope I can start updating on time again. Work week starts today, and just don't feel like working this week, would prefer more days off, but I like getting paid so guess staying home is not an option. I'll update later.
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10/5/14
Day 43 of reboooooot. Has anybodybhere watched the series Reboot. I remember watching it on Toonami and really want to get it and re watch it now. But I digress what a day. Found out today that I'm being moved onto the other shift in my department. Wouldn't be a big deal, but that means now I work a completely opposite schedule as my fiancee. She worked her ass off to get the same days off as me and now it feels like it was all for nothing. *Sigh* I know it isn't a long term placement of me on that shift, it just sucks any joy out of my weekends. Let's hope for some better news this week. Until tomorrow fellow rebooters.
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Day 43 of reboooooot. Has anybodybhere watched the series Reboot. I remember watching it on Toonami and really want to get it and re watch it now. But I digress what a day. Found out today that I'm being moved onto the other shift in my department. Wouldn't be a big deal, but that means now I work a completely opposite schedule as my fiancee. She worked her ass off to get the same days off as me and now it feels like it was all for nothing. *Sigh* I know it isn't a long term placement of me on that shift, it just sucks any joy out of my weekends. Let's hope for some better news this week. Until tomorrow fellow rebooters.
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voidwarranty
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Not married yet, we have been engaged for 2yrs and 8 months. We have picked plenty of dates, but it always seems to get pushed back because we never have the funds to put a wedding together. She truly is an amazing person, and I love her so much.
10/6/14
Day 44 of reboot. Slow day at work, and training on a new tool that got installed a while back. Some days lasers can be so much fun, the next so much work. Fortunately today was a mix of both so not to bad. Time to watch some Strain and relax before bed. Until tomorrow.
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10/6/14
Day 44 of reboot. Slow day at work, and training on a new tool that got installed a while back. Some days lasers can be so much fun, the next so much work. Fortunately today was a mix of both so not to bad. Time to watch some Strain and relax before bed. Until tomorrow.
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voidwarranty
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10/7/14
Day 45 of reboot. Just feel really tired today, and ready for days off. We need to hire more people for my department asap before they burn us all out. One day to go, just have to keep telling myself that to keep going. Reboot has been going good, nothing really stopping me from my goal of freedom from my addiction. I need some sleep, until tomorrow fellow rebooters.
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Day 45 of reboot. Just feel really tired today, and ready for days off. We need to hire more people for my department asap before they burn us all out. One day to go, just have to keep telling myself that to keep going. Reboot has been going good, nothing really stopping me from my goal of freedom from my addiction. I need some sleep, until tomorrow fellow rebooters.
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10/8/14
Day 36 of reboot. Weekend is finally here for me, so happy about that. I find myself wondering sometimes how much time I wasted on porn, I almost feel like I have more time in my days at this point. You never realise how much it affected your life until you look back after not doing and really look at yourself. It's so refreshing to feel so free from it, of course I keep myself mindful and looking ever forward. Well this rebooted is off to bed and looking forward to some down time from work. I'll be back posting tomorrow.
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Day 36 of reboot. Weekend is finally here for me, so happy about that. I find myself wondering sometimes how much time I wasted on porn, I almost feel like I have more time in my days at this point. You never realise how much it affected your life until you look back after not doing and really look at yourself. It's so refreshing to feel so free from it, of course I keep myself mindful and looking ever forward. Well this rebooted is off to bed and looking forward to some down time from work. I'll be back posting tomorrow.
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Oh geez I didn't even see that, must have been pretty tired last night. It wasn't easy when I first started, but reading through all of the journals here and other posts reminds you that you aren't alone in your fight, and that you can call upon anyone here for any advice or just to respond to you.
10/9/14
Day 47 of reboot. Pretty normal boring day off. It's hard to believe that no more than a couple of months ago a boring day would have been hours spent looks at porn or for that perfect scene. Now a boring day is a day where sure I might not accomplish anything amazing, but I played some games, watched some movies, and caught up on some new episodes of my favorite shows. Always brings a smile to my face when I realise how much more productive I feel even when I'm not being productive. But for now this productive procrastinator is going to get some sleep.
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10/9/14
Day 47 of reboot. Pretty normal boring day off. It's hard to believe that no more than a couple of months ago a boring day would have been hours spent looks at porn or for that perfect scene. Now a boring day is a day where sure I might not accomplish anything amazing, but I played some games, watched some movies, and caught up on some new episodes of my favorite shows. Always brings a smile to my face when I realise how much more productive I feel even when I'm not being productive. But for now this productive procrastinator is going to get some sleep.
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10/10/14
Day 48 of reboot. Chill day, played some video games, met some friends for coffee, and dropped off a smoothie to the fiancee while she was at work. Now off to bed
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Day 48 of reboot. Chill day, played some video games, met some friends for coffee, and dropped off a smoothie to the fiancee while she was at work. Now off to bed
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10/11-12-13-14/2014
Days 49/50/51/52. Sorry for lack of daily update, those weekends tend to just make me forget about things. But to report nothing crazy happened and I'm still strong and staying the course. Work tomorrow, which sucks, but so is the life of an adult, need to pay those bills. So while I'm sure I'll be updating every day after work, I can promise they will be boring lol. See you all tomorrow.
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Days 49/50/51/52. Sorry for lack of daily update, those weekends tend to just make me forget about things. But to report nothing crazy happened and I'm still strong and staying the course. Work tomorrow, which sucks, but so is the life of an adult, need to pay those bills. So while I'm sure I'll be updating every day after work, I can promise they will be boring lol. See you all tomorrow.
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10/14 - 10/18
Day 53/54/55/56
Let me just say that work has been beyond shitty. These last four days have been work, come home and sleep, and repeat. I will say though that my old regime to deal with stress used to be heavy pmo, but this time around not the case. I did not fall back to that, and didn't even think about it up until I just typed it out so that's a nice little victory. Now I'm just looking forward to some days off, and better sleep. I'll try to remember to post through the weekend. Until tomorrow.
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Day 53/54/55/56
Let me just say that work has been beyond shitty. These last four days have been work, come home and sleep, and repeat. I will say though that my old regime to deal with stress used to be heavy pmo, but this time around not the case. I did not fall back to that, and didn't even think about it up until I just typed it out so that's a nice little victory. Now I'm just looking forward to some days off, and better sleep. I'll try to remember to post through the weekend. Until tomorrow.
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10/19/14
Day 57 of reboot. Awh weekend my old friend. Felt nice to not have to worry about work. Nothing to exciting to report, just a typical Sunday with football. I'll post back tomorrow.
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Day 57 of reboot. Awh weekend my old friend. Felt nice to not have to worry about work. Nothing to exciting to report, just a typical Sunday with football. I'll post back tomorrow.
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10/20/14
Day 58 of reboot. Did some yard work today, that wasn't to fun, but it needed to be done. Other than that just a chill day. Checked my work email, that was a mistake, but not going to deal with that until Thursday. Wonder if I should watch a movie tonight, until tomorrow fellow booters.
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Day 58 of reboot. Did some yard work today, that wasn't to fun, but it needed to be done. Other than that just a chill day. Checked my work email, that was a mistake, but not going to deal with that until Thursday. Wonder if I should watch a movie tonight, until tomorrow fellow booters.
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10/21 - 10/23
Day 59/60/61. Enjoyed those last couple of days off then thrown right back into work. Only good thing about work is that it's my short week. I've just felt really tired and mentally drained lately. In also finding that I've hit another down cycle in my libido. I think it is just the work stress, but wonder if it is possible to hit a double lull cycle like that. But for now I need some sleep.
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Day 59/60/61. Enjoyed those last couple of days off then thrown right back into work. Only good thing about work is that it's my short week. I've just felt really tired and mentally drained lately. In also finding that I've hit another down cycle in my libido. I think it is just the work stress, but wonder if it is possible to hit a double lull cycle like that. But for now I need some sleep.
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voidwarranty
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10/24/14
Day 62 of reboot. Work and more work, one more day then some nice days off. I'm heading to bed right now though.
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Day 62 of reboot. Work and more work, one more day then some nice days off. I'm heading to bed right now though.
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10/25 - 10/26
Day 63 and 64. Last day of work was meh, but today hasn't been to bad. Probably because I'm just relaxing watching football and drinking some beer. Hoping these days off won't be to busy, but still full of things getting done.
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Day 63 and 64. Last day of work was meh, but today hasn't been to bad. Probably because I'm just relaxing watching football and drinking some beer. Hoping these days off won't be to busy, but still full of things getting done.
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10/27 - 10/28
Day 65 and 66. Boo for my weekend being over, so don't want to go back to work tomorrow. Not much to report over my weekend, nothing happened. Am I a boring reboot, or what. Sometimes I do feel like I'm doing something wrong, but who knows anymore. I know I need to start reading the books I got, but just still kind of going day by day. I guess for now I'll just head to bed, and focus on work thetheft few days.
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Day 65 and 66. Boo for my weekend being over, so don't want to go back to work tomorrow. Not much to report over my weekend, nothing happened. Am I a boring reboot, or what. Sometimes I do feel like I'm doing something wrong, but who knows anymore. I know I need to start reading the books I got, but just still kind of going day by day. I guess for now I'll just head to bed, and focus on work thetheft few days.
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