Taking Steps Towards Freedom

10/29 - 11/2

Day 67, 68, 69, 70, and 71

TIRED has been my theme this last week and going into this weekend.  While I may be up for a promotion at work, the extra work I'm taking on might also be killing me little by little.  Stressing myself out and sleeping bad have really tweaked my body.  As far as progress goes, still looking ever good, just so tired and forgetting to update.  I'm cutting this short too, becasue I need to grab some food and get some sleep tonight.

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11/3 - 11/9

Man I've gotten bad at posting about progress.  Still staying the course.  Going straight through to day 78 and looking solid.  I still find I've been having a varying sex drive, and at this point I'm chalking that up to work stress and either being really tired after work, or not.  Anywho I plan on updating daily again, especially since work has calmed down.

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11/10 - 11/12

What a ridiculously busy weekend :-/  Today is day 81 and injustice feel really depressed and trying not to stress myself out over thinking everything.  It leads me to remember how I used to deal with depression and stress and sometimes makes me nervous that I could fall from where I've gotten to.  I need to get back to work from lunch, but I just need to kedo my mind focused and ffocusmore on my relationship.  Until tomorrow reboot nation until tomorrow.

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11/13 - 11/18

87 days and counting.  I've been sick and haven't felt like doing much except laying in bed.  My biggest struggle seems to be a huge reduced sex drive from where I was.  I feel like I had an artificially inflated sex drive when I was a raging porn addict, then it was all over the place, and now it seems to have settled at a weird low.  And while this wouldn't be bad if I was single, this definitely puts me at odds with my significant other.  I don't think this is something that we wont be bale to work out, but the added stress onto the relationship sucks right now  :-\  Almost feels that the understanding that was once there has gotten to a very low point for her.  If anyone has advice, or articles, or anything that might be bale to help us out that would be greatly appreciated.

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11/19/14

Day 88 and still feeling dead to the world right now.  Fever went down and headache has dulled, but now I have a fun cough.  Oh well I'm sure I'll get over it soon.  Back to work tomorrow so that should be fun.  Fortunately it's my short work week, so that's nice.  I need to get to bed for now.  Until tomorrow.

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11/24/14

Day 93.  So me being sick was no joke.  Pneumonia which Ibhavent had since I was a kid is finally going into remission.  Other than that I've been good.  Haven't felt the urge to do much except sleep and not move while awake.  Now with thanksgiving close soon all I'll want to do is eat lol.  I might post again later tonight, if not I really need to work on daily updates again.

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