Berens
Active Member
Day 27
It?s not that i necesarly have urges to PMO but i catch myself having a mindset of ?i have been rebooting for so long so now i can allow myslf to relapse?. It is a mistake to think in this way. PMO is not a reward but a penalty. To PMO in first place is a penalty for not having self discipline, for not dealing with emotions, for not dealing with relationships, for not having goals and purpose for life, for avoiding maturity, for not using time in a meaningful way etc. PMO is pleasurable prison. I don?t want to come back.
It?s not that i necesarly have urges to PMO but i catch myself having a mindset of ?i have been rebooting for so long so now i can allow myslf to relapse?. It is a mistake to think in this way. PMO is not a reward but a penalty. To PMO in first place is a penalty for not having self discipline, for not dealing with emotions, for not dealing with relationships, for not having goals and purpose for life, for avoiding maturity, for not using time in a meaningful way etc. PMO is pleasurable prison. I don?t want to come back.