Your right Mikel, taking a nap shouldn't be an issue, I've been fighting for so long now it seemed like I was giving up.
The last 10-days or so I have been an angel any sexual thoughts i have had i quashed in an instant, no viewing images/videos nothing. Hand on heart nothing. I didnt engaged once with thoughts or urges. Which is great.
The consequence of this is my brain is in shock, it has been horrendous. I had 4/5 bad days, 1 awesome day, then 4/5 terrible days. I have a constant headache, the weirdest headache I have ever had. I'm guessing a major drop off in GABA as it seems quite a stressful/anxious headache
it's funny, my mind has revolted against porn and I no longer think about porn, in fact I have great willpower. There's a tug-of-war going on here.
To me porn is now broken. It's not the seductive temptress it once was. It's Medusa. I don't associate porn with joy, or happines, it's now associated with PIED, self hatred and anxiety - no thanks.
When I quit smoking years ago this also happened, I hated smoking, I no longer enjoyed it, but giving up took time and many attempts, but once the enjoyment was gone it was over.
Time for a run and get some endorphins circulating
The last 10-days or so I have been an angel any sexual thoughts i have had i quashed in an instant, no viewing images/videos nothing. Hand on heart nothing. I didnt engaged once with thoughts or urges. Which is great.
The consequence of this is my brain is in shock, it has been horrendous. I had 4/5 bad days, 1 awesome day, then 4/5 terrible days. I have a constant headache, the weirdest headache I have ever had. I'm guessing a major drop off in GABA as it seems quite a stressful/anxious headache
it's funny, my mind has revolted against porn and I no longer think about porn, in fact I have great willpower. There's a tug-of-war going on here.
To me porn is now broken. It's not the seductive temptress it once was. It's Medusa. I don't associate porn with joy, or happines, it's now associated with PIED, self hatred and anxiety - no thanks.
When I quit smoking years ago this also happened, I hated smoking, I no longer enjoyed it, but giving up took time and many attempts, but once the enjoyment was gone it was over.
Time for a run and get some endorphins circulating